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Saturday, March 28, 2009, 12:10:00 AM
friend, tell me what to do
eeeks. my tagboard's dead :( but idc. i just want to express my feelings here.i started to know you as a friend. a friend who was oftenly being teased upon. well. found that you seems to be a kind and approachable friend, hence i befriended you. well, talking to you, zi lianing all the way, helping in homework. is what i do for you. others includes. and yeah, our friendship became stronger. however some things happened. and we stop saying hi to each other when we see each other. laughters were given to us. i didnt want that.
so, to let me and you have a break. i stop our friendship. with a huge bang and i forced myself to feel that you are retarded and acbc etc. hence at that point of time, i forced the thing into my head. and yes, i hurt you. deeply i can see that. at that time, i start quarrel with you over small matters and make you sad. at least i know what you was thinking at that time. and yeahs, i know im in the wrong but i was too late to stop it.
then, to revive our friendship, i start talking to you again. you were on guard of me at that time, not believing all the things i say. though for no reasons, they are true. i never lie since that time. unless for zi lian stuffs. slowly, you believe me again and we became close friends. yeah, start saying hi in real life etc. real happy at that time. at least.
now, too much stuffs happened. i dont know what you thinking. hence i dont know what to react. tell me, what are you thinking? i know it's for my good, you always say that. but it's just so negative. the way we are going to do to our friendship. i dont want to end our friendship again. and reviving it again. and then end it again. please. i dont want to do that. it takes months to recover a friendship. and i realised the importance of friendship. yet you are ruining it for me.
was it for returning to me what i've done? if yes, let me tell you. i wont give up in our friendship. never. even if you say "i dont like you, scram" i will still believe that you are lying and try to hold on to our friendship. friendship is just so important. my friend, we have gone through so much. cant you just believe in me once more? stretch out your hand, i will hold it and walk you to the right track. i promise my friend. but please dont just throw the friendship away....