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YPS. 2L'09. DHSSB clarinets. Math Society. 21101995. math is everything. sleep and eat! :B
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{♥} 3.8 GPA
{♥} A for LA
{♥} A+ for math
{♥} P+S earrings
{♥} netball match
{♥} xxlc outing
{♥} see RI band concert
{♥} see SSO concert
{♥} play yetpeng's eupho with her mouthpiece
{♥} I♥MY CAR slippers
{♥} take aimless walk with friends
{♥} zoo
{♥} escape theme park
{♥} take random buses from int to int
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Saturday, April 11, 2009, 5:06:00 PM
my wish is to see you smile and im happy. yes. when you hurt me, just smile. naturally of course. for all i just need is your smile. wan (: haha. i love you smile (: is retarded xD the smile i want is from the old you. now that the old you has changed. while alot has changed. people give you comments you just whatever lah.people gave you chances and let you excel. when you fail. you blame on that person who gave you the chance. wth man. you just turned so much. i just came to realised it today. or isit yesterday. you changed. well. totally. so much that i feel that is pointless making you as a friend. come thinking of it. if im not your friend, since last year. nothing will happen yeah? i will just be huh. LOL that person so retarded. then start laughing at you. and yes. all i want is make you happy. but what i get in the end? asking me stop harrassing you. and well. cool huh. as a close friend. one shouldnt even feel that your close friend is annoying you. whats that means? you are acbc and dont appreciate friends. wth. dont understand why so many people side with you anw. you just so retarded and gay. your friends. im not even close with any of them! i cant even talk to you when you are with your friends. cos is so idiotly awkward. and you dont like it. wth. so what you just treat me as? a stress reliever? a person who makes you feel blessed and scared? and now that you come to realise i cant give you the bless feeling, just throw me away huh. i cant believe im stuck in this situation. yps never get so work up in friendships. but now i am. cos im kenna cheated by a friendship. what. you say we are blah blah ing. let me tell you. i want that. but does that ever happen? no? is just hh ing and that does not mean anything. when i need you when im bullied, what you say? idk lah. what can i do? wth. not even a advice or what. if you ever read this. you will feel. wth. this idiot shit just badmouth about me again. yeah i am. but it not gonna affect you what. im just pour out what i feel for this friendship. and i wasted so idiot much time for you. i just regret it so so much. i could have spend it with better friends than you. just 3 days ago. you say you want to continue with the friendship. you are despo for the friendship. you seems to cant lose the friendship kind. and yeah. i gave my best. shower my care~ whoo. and what i get. stop smsing me. stop harrassing me. well. since im such a bother to you. you dont need me le lorh. since you have people who call you lg and xg and whatever shit. in the past. things were just so different. you gave your best to the friendship. WHAT NOW. i trying to revive it. you ruining it. in the past. one jiayou from me you can get so hyped up. me talking about sss will just make you laugh. me talking about fbeyes would make you from emo to happy. just by that man. friend. guess you have too many friends let alone to care for me le huh. thats sad. why im saying all these is not of i want you to feel guilty or sad. as i know you sure wont. you dont care about me. not at all. your words just can hurt so much. people's care can just turn into nothing to you. i just miss the old you so damn much, and i hope that the you now can just change your idiot character and stop being so ZZZ. i knew that this day will come. i knew it. why did i even start to make this friendship end? if i never say that wxhn, then nothing will happen. wthwth to me. im just so stupid at times.
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