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YPS. 2L'09. DHSSB clarinets. Math Society. 21101995. math is everything. sleep and eat! :B
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{♥} 3.8 GPA
{♥} A for LA
{♥} A+ for math
{♥} P+S earrings
{♥} netball match
{♥} xxlc outing
{♥} see RI band concert
{♥} see SSO concert
{♥} play yetpeng's eupho with her mouthpiece
{♥} I♥MY CAR slippers
{♥} take aimless walk with friends
{♥} zoo
{♥} escape theme park
{♥} take random buses from int to int
Wednesday, May 12, 2010, 9:05:00 PM
life ^^
*FLASH BIGBIG SMILE* :)im feeling really happy nowadays, after all those bad days that were filled with insults by people. well, i do enjoy life. i will always belong to the BRIGHT side, no matter how dark others are, and how evil they are towards me :)
lets zoom out from all the bad things that happen to us :D and ZOOM IN to the ones we enjoyed so much :)
sometimes, is just so childish and funny when i can get so happy by looking at JJ, listening to ____ music, listening to the songs that someone once send, when i look at digimon, burning greymon, remembering the times i spend with great friends last year :)
photos really tell alot. glanced back at random scenery pics i once take the past 2 years. wow, i didnt know i went through so much. DHS really arranged so many things for us. thats why reflections come in, for we to refer, to remember what we've done and the happy times we had. well , i didnt write reflections, i only stare at the photos, saw my big smiles with my friends. "yes, i had a great time" thats what i thought.
though at times, there are photos where we strain to give a smile, a very very fake smile. but still. :)
im feeling very great now. though life isnt as smooth as before.
haha, PC today WAS FUN. hahahahahaha! so lame with rebecca, sitting at the last seat, thinking that _____ will sit beside me. lol. obviously that person didnt. if not me and rebecca will laugh like idk what ^^ a lot of people slept through the lecture, i was half falling asleep. well the quotes are good, but i didnt have enough time to digest it then she went on to the next. i spend quite some time finding random people, hahaha ss was SLEEPING :o as usual!! lol!! hahahaha!! typical. ^^ i was high at last few moments of her talk. lol.
then mr koh (WHOOO!) story came in. everyone were so engaged. i was thinking, is mdm leer hurt? :( im sorry! he is SO INTERESTING AND FUNNY. his story is VERY meaningful!! awwwwww. his brother plays the euphonium!! he had such good ties with his brother :) i wish me and my sister can be closer!! i shall learn from her too :) we are very different. :(
well, got back LA, geog, chinese and biology grades. im glad that my LA is A :) im not happy my geog is A :( first time my geog is A!! (er maybe not, last year CA3 my geog was A too) wahhh, but i know i will improve. got B for chinese :( hahahaa. the person sitting beside me get A+. there is no peer pressure that make me improve my chinese, though im sitting beside a PRC ._.
really need to buck up on my languages!! yong is right, we are not bad in languages, is because we didnt care and neglect our language, and focus too much time on math and sciences. well, i love math and sciences :)
hope my phys is A+ xD then i get rather high GPA :)
but not as high as laoqians like iris, darien, kaixiang, makou, qingyang. which i think 90% getting 4.0GPA!!! WAHHHHHH!!! imba!
i went to steal scores yesterday. hahaha. well, in the end the score no nice melody to play. so i put back. instead i found SL report (trumpet), and the ensemble score (second half) i was looking for since a long time ago!! however, im still lack of one page. -.-
im looking forward to JUNE HOLS :D i want to go out with my friends :) devote my time into SMP, IDMI (uhhh.), band!
i know there will be times when im forced to do the things i dont like. but i know it is for the thing i like that im sacrificing so much. good things need hard work, well i shall just bear with it and look at it WITH POSITIVE MINDSET :)
i want go back oln with yp :) haha go teach BRASS band LOL! wonders what i will be teaching when i know ZERO brass stuffs! o.o i can teach them how to train GOOD TONE :) and thats all. errrr. yp shall teach me how to buzz. some brass players tried to teach me how to buzz before. but fail xD hahahaa! jia ying's one is the WORST xD hehe.
okay i need to chiong LA and SMP le :) hahaha!
im looking forward to level camp! cos i want to play AFTER the day camp, at night :D whoooo :)
i suddenly realised, i have too much, so much to enjoy. yet i expect too much from just one source. other sources are so much better. time to let go my wishes. i love you friends :D
i kept running away, im afraid. i try my best to tell myself to be fearless. but something just stop me. the things that happened in the past :S
i wanna watch Labyrinth again!! :)
`as the world falls down!