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{♥} 3.8 GPA
{♥} A for LA
{♥} A+ for math
{♥} P+S earrings
{♥} netball match
{♥} xxlc outing
{♥} see RI band concert
{♥} see SSO concert
{♥} play yetpeng's eupho with her mouthpiece
{♥} I♥MY CAR slippers
{♥} take aimless walk with friends
{♥} zoo
{♥} escape theme park
{♥} take random buses from int to int
Tuesday, July 27, 2010, 11:37:00 PM
Reflection
When you look into yourself in the mirror,
are you still yourself?
Are you still the one who cried when it's the last day of graduation in primary school?
Are you still the same?
Do you still like the same colour? Do you still like the same crush since primary school?
Do you?
Or have you changed?
A lot of people are thinking about this issue.
However, only one question is important
Do you like the way you are now?
Do others like the way you are now?
Everyone change, they adapt to surroundings. This is science. How our minds work when others talk about their views on us, how our brains absorb their opinions and hope to change into the person they would prefer perhaps?
Everyone change.
Some to the better:
More confident in themselves
More hardworking
More mature
More sensitive to words
Cheerful
Some to the dark side:
Low self esteem
Depression
Attract attention
Lonely
Proud
Rude
We all know that we are changing. However we can't stop that from continuing. All we can do it either let it be and continue to change to the better/worse. We know whether we are getting better or worse. When we are getting worse, do we ever stop ourselves? Or isit that we can't be bothered?
Ask Yourself
One day, when you regretted changing so much. So much that others couldnt recognise you anymore. What should you do? Can you turn into the person you once was?
Answer is: No
You wont be able to remember who you are anymore. It is hard to turn back when everything has settled.
Sometimes, you will notice others emphasizing some characteristics, telling you that you've changed. Why did they say that? If it was for the better, they will be praising you. And not just say "you've changed"
Or isit that you changed without noticing it at all? Time to think and reflect. Perhaps you are heading to the wrong direction without knowing.
I hope no one end up regretting their choice. You made the choice to change.
Another scenario,
Reflect
Have your friends changed?
Do you even truly know the answer?
Have they turned more and more distant from you?
Have they turned into a person you no longer recognise?
Have they..
No longer regard you as the way they did in the past?
I have the experience. And I am still experiencing it now. My friends are changing. Perhaps at times i just couldnt be bothered due to my hectic schedule, and so are their schedules.
When everything ends, we realized, we can't communicate like before. Perhaps it is gradually. When everything just falls in place. Yes, we cant communicate like before. We can't laugh laugh smile smile play play like before.
I wish we could. I wish I've shown more attention to you
I wish..
I think i should stop reflecting LOL
Shall go revise petit test!! particle passe o.o