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Cross Fingers

2011-03-26T23:27:00.003+08:00

Crossing Fingers that few people visit this blog :O

Nowadays, things start to change, i dont even know whether i should do anything about it, or just them go through my fingers.

I wanna have 3 days of continuous sleep!! ):

the feeling came back out of the sudden.

i actually feel happy when i did that, omg. im such a stupid person ._.

waiting and waiting, for you to say a hi, and thats why i went online. but no! you didnt say hi to me. ._.

wow

2011-01-06T21:54:00.001+08:00

In the span of 3 weeks, I am feeling that I going to have a BIG crush on you. Immature one, but yup. You're very nice and everything, yet I know this is just a crush! There's a big difference between crush & liking a person.

Been liking someone for close to 3 years, and the feeling I get when I see you is always the same, it's expressionless.

feel

2010-10-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

we have our own friends, our own clique, our own listening ears. we actually don't need each other anymore. we might need each other in the past, but no longer. others need me more & the blind woman (me) tdy then realised how much effort i need to put in to repay them. all of them. time to adapt to the life without a once great friend like you. Cos there's no point to hold it anymore~

treasure

2010-10-23T23:06:00.003+08:00

friend, i will ignore you from this day on. till you understand or realised the importance of me in your heart. and if im worth nothing to you, lets just be friends, and not what "best" friends. i find no point, calling each other best friends. when in actual fact, we are afraid to say we are in front of others. where you mind so much about what others say. and we dont even know each other well. no loss/gain for me. just that i can get rid of the troubles i've been having cos of you.

knot

2010-09-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

you're the knot in my heart. you are nothing more than anyone else. however, we never know how to really make each other happy. though we are good friends. we know that we are good friends, yet we are never happy when we are together as friends. i will never know the true reason behind all these, cos everytime when i try to understand whats going on, it just end up pulling the knot tighter, making my heart break further. it might sound like you're a guy and im in love w you or smth. but it is never the case. i just wish that we can like before. like how i am with other good friends. i always wanted to be myself in front of you but somehow something is stopping me and i have no idea. i get jealous over people who can make you so happy, you too. but whats the problem that we cant seem to solve? i have been constantly thinking about this problem, yet i know you dont really give a damn because it just brings you hurt.

but i really want to tell you, that i truly care about this friendship, though it is always so on-off.

cheerful

2010-08-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

okay :D shall be high and happy :)

im really tired now though! just spent 1 hour reading my year 1 blogposts haha. very positive and happy and i shall be happy and positive too :)

today geog test in the morning! i was a bit stone but i did my best!! but i write rather little. i dont know how to crap opps. and the scariest thing happened.

CLARINET PLAYINGGG!! wah, my mind went blank for at least 3 min because i heard clarinet playing. i very sensitive to clarinet sound. i just will stop and think of who is it then i cant concentrate le. that time phys practical also.

yong is playing clarinet in preparation for his clarinet exam! all the best to my wonderful senior :) the crazy crazy clarinet senior haha! :)

math is rather crazy.. the graph thing. i really like gonggong lost in math le. haha. but new topic quite cool :) pascal triangle! remember spamming for math trail last year. do till siao!!! i was the one who did it (not that i came up w solution. is i do the chu1 huo2, people think of solution ^^) most carefully.. the number was very very big :O

pascal in binomial very cool :) haha :) hope it wont get crazy crazy in the later part :O

geog was okay. i was paying attention at first de!! then suddenly switch off and dozing off liaoz :S ps la! i always like dozing mood de :S

LA was test T.T hope dont fail or anything!!

HCL LOL LOL LOL. chinese teacher talk about xiao shuo. then she spend like 20min telling us a random story that i like half asleep. didnt manage to catch the ending :O the story so confusing and rather weird weird de.

the liao zhai everyone must be very awake. cool mahh, movie eh! but so funny when teacher want to close it and end lesson when come to fighting, but we were damn interested in watching the movie. better than looking spam of chinese words on the ppt. nevertheless, xiao shuo is really cool actually :)

then chem prac!! i like blurblur. then look here and there. and looking at other people in action no help at all. then i just tikam. heng i redo my first test and got the litmus paper red == then i thought got smelly smelly lah! but in the end cos acidic gas. then cant be sulfur dioxide too random de gas. then i put carbon dioxide in the end!

phew, all the cation and anions correct. check w the pro imba iris. wont wrong de! but is my observations that suck lah! lol! i anyhow crap. how can i write some observations just for pouring distilled water into the test tube containing M. nothing leh ==

phys i totally lost cos i missed the first few lessons on dynamics. but i just read the slides. sort of get it le. YAY! :)

haha happy now :)

im crazy for band yeah. but im not caring anymore. i love band (:

i dont care, i think that la forza del destino and gran finale super hard!!! D: but i will man man lai and be patient w myself :) i know i can do it someday :)

and for weber. can de lah! man man lai :)

slowly can get it de !! :) go clarinet :)

math soc tmr! hope wont die w the random math spam stuff :)

band chalet :)

2010-08-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

after this band chalet, i have a very clear idea who im voting for band chairperson :) whooo to that person :) you rocks lah :) thanks for everything!

Reflection

2010-07-27T23:37:00.002+08:00

When you look into yourself in the mirror,

are you still yourself?

Are you still the one who cried when it's the last day of graduation in primary school?

Are you still the same?

Do you still like the same colour? Do you still like the same crush since primary school?

Do you?

Or have you changed?

A lot of people are thinking about this issue.

However, only one question is important

Do you like the way you are now?

Do others like the way you are now?

Everyone change, they adapt to surroundings. This is science. How our minds work when others talk about their views on us, how our brains absorb their opinions and hope to change into the person they would prefer perhaps?

Everyone change.

Some to the better:

More confident in themselves

More hardworking

More mature

More sensitive to words

Cheerful

Some to the dark side:

Low self esteem

Depression

Attract attention

Lonely

Proud

Rude

We all know that we are changing. However we can't stop that from continuing. All we can do it either let it be and continue to change to the better/worse. We know whether we are getting better or worse. When we are getting worse, do we ever stop ourselves? Or isit that we can't be bothered?

Ask Yourself

One day, when you regretted changing so much. So much that others couldnt recognise you anymore. What should you do? Can you turn into the person you once was?

Answer is: No

You wont be able to remember who you are anymore. It is hard to turn back when everything has settled.

Sometimes, you will notice others emphasizing some characteristics, telling you that you've changed. Why did they say that? If it was for the better, they will be praising you. And not just say "you've changed"

Or isit that you changed without noticing it at all? Time to think and reflect. Perhaps you are heading to the wrong direction without knowing.

I hope no one end up regretting their choice. You made the choice to change.

Another scenario,

Reflect

Have your friends changed?

Do you even truly know the answer?

Have they turned more and more distant from you?

Have they turned into a person you no longer recognise?

Have they..

No longer regard you as the way they did in the past?

I have the experience. And I am still experiencing it now. My friends are changing. Perhaps at times i just couldnt be bothered due to my hectic schedule, and so are their schedules.

When everything ends, we realized, we can't communicate like before. Perhaps it is gradually. When everything just falls in place. Yes, we cant communicate like before. We can't laugh laugh smile smile play play like before.

I wish we could. I wish I've shown more attention to you

I wish..

I think i should stop reflecting LOL

Shall go revise petit test!! particle passe o.o

love

2010-07-20T00:07:00.001+08:00

there's a lot of people i wish to care. but im afraid to care cos im not close to them, and some they dont even know me well..

today i saw you, feeling so insecure. i wish i have more time to calm you down..

today your senior talked about you. i want to help you. but idk who are you LOL

i wish i can have the time to care and people wont freak out cos i care for them. isnt it niec to have people to care about you actually ? :)

share the love, spead the love :)

determination

2010-07-18T15:21:00.003+08:00

wonder if i can survive this week smoothly..

life is really different when you have another responsibility.. i want to fall in also cannot ._. there's so much to do, to change. i want to be the old me. but i know i need to face my responsibility.

i have been very late nowadays, in terms of meeting with teachers, friends, CCA, assignments. everything. everything seem to go one pace faster than my normal pace. i cant seem to catch up.

i have a wonderful day yesterday, with my good friends like venus and patricia. piano with my teacher, playing bucanneer like mad.

there's Macbeth plot quiz tmr, i dont know if i will survive it through.. SMP report due on friday.. ACE essay due next next week (i have no idea what to write for it).. chinese memorize thing..

the thing i worry about most is SMP. the papers that Dr Lua gave, i always only understand 10% of the whole thing. i really need his guidance through. this is already the last week of the project. and i am still reading the papers. and this time is a NEW one.

out of the group members, i was supposedly the one better in math. i got spammed with math stuff. technically it seems to be a science mentorship programme, however our project is based on computer science and requires logic the MOST out of other sciences. perhaps excluding physics. im already going bonkers with the routing. hashing.

the papers i am reading now is 16 pages long. it is not like some fiction book. fiction books at least i know the gist of it. this paper. is totally. ._. for me..

i know i havent been doing alot for the SMP and rongying did most of the work. but i really dont want to face any more computing math thing!! why cant we just learn binary numbers for computer science instead? o.o why have mod, log, surds, indices =.=

ahhhhh!!

jiayou yps. jiayou jiayou

wheeeee (:

2010-07-11T11:06:00.001+08:00

http://ypssss-kid.blogspot.com/ :D:D

thank you!

2010-07-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

really touched today. today rocks :)

irene jianchong makou: thanks for everything! sorry for flaring up at times! especially to makou ._. but im glad our boat manage to GO FAST (WHOOWHOO!!!) and we didnt feel that zibei.

we lost not cos we are not good. perhaps we can be headstrong and say. the race is unfair. only one timer with one stopwatch and there's human reaction time error. 0.06s is REALLY LITTLE.

but i love our boat! and our dear mascot! i really had fun with the seniors too :) especially the girls :) the guys were rather sehseh kind. with only that idk who kept asking some guy to do some weird thing LOL!!

we all see the weak and bad side of each other. how makou just complains, everyone do.. how jianchong heck care about his injury.. how irene so determined in her designs.. hahaha. AND MOI. THE FUTURE PRO FISH CATCHER!! :)

i catch a lot of fish de kay :D want fish? find moi. give me a bottle that already being cut. haha and i catch for you to see and i let them go back to the pond :) I not that pro, i only know how to catch small fishes :)

WHEEEEE :) MIA!! :) i love to see it CUT the water SO SO PRETTTYYYYYY!!

MEIJI, you rock man

watch out!

2010-07-07T23:09:00.003+08:00

this issue is regarding my best friend:

recently, i found out that my best friend has been continuously "harassed" by little kiddos. o.o you all better dont bully my best friend and please give up if you want to get my best friend from me. cos it will NEVER EVER WORKS.

you and my best friend are just salt in water. taste salt, feels that salt is still salt in water. you feel that you and best friend very close. but no! salt dissociate in water to sodium and chloride ions. not related at all. you just stick together by the FORCE. my best friend is forced to be "close"

my best friend and i is just like water. we have strong covalent bond. though rather low melting and boiling point, we are ALWAYS strongly stick together, super super close together. in all states, we are always together.

so no one is capable of snatching my best friend away from me, unless is same age as me, so same maturity. im super selfish im sorry. especially dealing with kiddos.

want fight for my best friend, try me man.

lol, this is just plain jealousy

roar

2010-06-24T22:19:00.003+08:00

im feeling very helpless. pissed. angry. all the negative stuff. want to break down. want to sleep. idk what should i do actually.

*with a spark of hope i guess.

off to another place to think about it more.

300th post

2010-06-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

wheeee. reached 300th post.

holidays have passed. half of it.

everyday, i learn new things. this holidays i learnt a lot. i cant believe i took up computing science project without serious thoughts and i was stuck in com lab for 9 hours for 3 days, staring at visual basic. Im glad that we managed to achieve something at the end of it, though it is just the beginning of our protocol.

i make new friends, i saw the other side of my friends. they are very beautiful :)

bad things happened to me too, and im glad that i have my dearest friends to comfort me :) thanks !!! :)

funny things happened too, and bonded myself with my friends, esp the ones that im arent that close to.

Realised some life lessons learnt.

Im eager for band camp!!!!

totally dreading school reopen, i will be back into the enclosed classroom, with homework due. IDMI O.O

happy life(:

2010-06-05T17:58:00.003+08:00

Finally, first week of june hols is over(:

Alot of things happened, things that inspired me, things that made me disappointed, sad, things that made me afraid

MSO is finally over(: though the math part was not perfect and well done, everyone, especially the planning committee learnt something from it, which is better than having a success. Here wishing the next year Math Society Committee to do a better job than us!(:

I had fun with Thiri "mugging" though most of time we were crapping about stuff that we both love to discuss. I managed to finish my physic quiz and math homework with her. Thiri did chemistry quiz, biology worksheet and chemistry worksheet.

Thursday with Yet Peng was nice(: I have not seen her for a year plus. I really missed the times in OLN, where we are carefree and we don't worry for CTs, grades as fun is more important than grades. I did embarassing things in front of her, especially in the canteen.

The kids were not very nice. However, they are very cute! They are childish and innocent. They "horhor"-ed me when i said "shit" and claimed it's vulgar. Thinking at my back of my head, in Dunman High, shit is just a normal word, even the f word is said out without people stopping. (I don't mean I say f word)

The kids always quarrel! They are a bit hot tempered too. I tried my best to teach them stuff, but they don't understand my language. In the end, due to my carelessness, I taught them the wrong stuff. I'm so sorry. I think they hate me for that now.

Well, I met Miss Susan Koh on monday afternoon (: I was doing my homework at the void deck where 5joyians painted our school flower there. I can still remember it vividly that it was pouring that day, and 5Joyians bonded under the rain. I miss OLN!): I managed to talk Miss Koh into giving me 杨老师's number. (: I will call her someday (:

Yesterday was great day (: In the morning, I meet up with my close friend to pass him his homework. Then we went to the void deck and do homework again (: left him at hougang mall and I went mountbatten MRT to find Patricia! I'm sorry I was late!

The ban mian stall wasn't open ):

In the end, we ate chicken rice. Then, we went to school. Band! (:

I forgot what we do. Opps. I remember we slacked abit. I talked about a lot of things to Patricia. I bet she must be tired of me! After that, Poh, Patricia and me started playing random stuff like otto langee(?). Then Bryan joined in to play the Beethoven Trio (: which in the end turned out rather boring.

Then everyone came and we practised Sheba. Rather nice (: I'm sorry for being so sharp that day! Barrel was almost 0.5cm out.

French horn's ensemble was cute(: We had fun watching Bryan Chia dancing to Bad Romance. LOLS

Then blah blah, fast forward.

The dinner wasn't great. We shouldn't even played because the audience paid no attention to us. They should just let them have a nice dinner and the people eating won't need to be aware when the music stop (without appreciating it) and just clap for 3 seconds.

Most importantly, It's over (:

Today I slacked my day off! I kept sleeping, sleeping and sleeping. Opps.

I'm going to eat fruits now (: CYA! :D

I love myself :D

Oh! Forgot to type:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:
Phebe: 1st June
Janice Meng: 2nd June
Cassandra: 3rd June

(:

evil!

2010-06-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

i did a very bad thing today to someone. but NO WAY im saying sorry. really feel like suaning you with a lot of stuff. you kept saying you will do this and that. saying like you are THAT pro to complete. yet you did nothing and even screw yourself. and all you do was sad emo. people gave you advice and all you did was nothing. thinking it's okay.

you did a very bad job did you know that. you think you're good already. but if your goal is not achieved, everything is nothing.

not trying to criticize you or what. wake up kid. stop being in your own world and thinking that is people who changed you. you are the one allowing them to change you. you cant be emo-ing about the friends you mix with. do something to it.

do something. stop typing and ranting non stop. your hands arent for typing only. ACTION. please stop dwelling and dwelling.

dwelling only show immatureness. comeon, you are 15.

realised saying nice words dont help you at all. motivate motivate. yes you are motivated. but do you really put in your best to stuff? what do you end up doin?

slacking

for years, since i met you. slacking. then you regret. then you slack again. then say what IM DETERMINED TO GET 3.8! what crap is this. determined? for 2 years you get nothing near it.

hope this make you cry or something. make you be awake from your IMMATURE actions. you think you are very mature. you think you know what you are doing. but you arent.

and im not stating that im mature.

im just very very very very disappointed and very angry with your words and actions.

do more than say PLEASE.

this might be my 气话. but 80% of it i mean it.

if talk nice doesnt work, i shant talk nice. scold you like crap better.

june hols

2010-05-26T18:58:00.002+08:00

homework for june hols: o.o!

1. zuo wen (hua yang nian hua)
2. chinese test papers
3. chemistry test papers
4. geography worksheet
5. geography pyramid question
6. chinese project
7. IDMI filming
8. SMP course/ report
9. storyboard(?)
10. physics worksheet
11. physics quiz
12. chemistry online quiz
13. e-learning on chemistry particulate nature of matters
14. chemistry structured worksheet
15. chemistry file
16. biology concept map
17. biology assignment
18. biology ten years series
19. biology textbook read up
20. ACE IDK WHAT
21. ACE IDK WHAT

oh no. ace what homework :S

14may is meaningful

2010-05-16T14:04:00.002+08:00

wheee! :) nice day! 14may (: well, quite some things happened

we found the 4th member for our physics thing! welcome irene :D
won 3H in bball, yet lost to 3J :S
follow my dear senior footsteps :D

most meaningful - picking up litter

well, julia, patricia and me were very WOWed by the actions of some senior (who always think im a freak). that senior picked up litter and enjoyed it.

apparently, the dustbin beside drink stall (both 2 of them) were spammed with rubbish. then one girl carefully throw the rubbish and everything dropped. i felt bad and i stared at her :S she knows i stare at her. cos she didnt do anything about it.

then julia say lets pick them up. then i was okay :D hahaha.

dirtied my hands, clean my heart. lol. at times when i see litter on the floor, i treat it i didnt see anything. most of the people do that.

but picking them up the feeling is very nice :) haha

felt happy after picking up the litter, spend around 10min lol!

took 158 home with spammage of things to carry. one of the worst day ever with SO MANY stuffs (heavy) to bring home. not that i mugger or what. is just mainly, im very disorganised and have a big file. and i have yearbook to bring home. then band file etc... and spam of tshirts i brought today.

saturday:
next day, i woke up with muscles pain on shoulder, wrists. :S quite okay bah! then prac piano go piano. talkeed to my teacher student's mum about dhs. have to say the truth that dhs is so stressful when year 3 everyone just realised the importance of studying and most people forget whats friendship and turn materialistic.

then went for quintet. quite fail with mr teo abotu opening the bandroom :S then prac. gossiped. blah.

ate with patricia and huiyi

then went CS concert. very nice :)

now slacking. need do work le! SMP! ^^ distributed hash table . ._. identifier.
i forgot most of things. when im the one who understand most of them. then all the questions i need to answer. troubles :S

life ^^

2010-05-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

*FLASH BIGBIG SMILE* :)

im feeling really happy nowadays, after all those bad days that were filled with insults by people. well, i do enjoy life. i will always belong to the BRIGHT side, no matter how dark others are, and how evil they are towards me :)

lets zoom out from all the bad things that happen to us :D and ZOOM IN to the ones we enjoyed so much :)

sometimes, is just so childish and funny when i can get so happy by looking at JJ, listening to ____ music, listening to the songs that someone once send, when i look at digimon, burning greymon, remembering the times i spend with great friends last year :)

photos really tell alot. glanced back at random scenery pics i once take the past 2 years. wow, i didnt know i went through so much. DHS really arranged so many things for us. thats why reflections come in, for we to refer, to remember what we've done and the happy times we had. well , i didnt write reflections, i only stare at the photos, saw my big smiles with my friends. "yes, i had a great time" thats what i thought.

though at times, there are photos where we strain to give a smile, a very very fake smile. but still. :)

im feeling very great now. though life isnt as smooth as before.

haha, PC today WAS FUN. hahahahahaha! so lame with rebecca, sitting at the last seat, thinking that _____ will sit beside me. lol. obviously that person didnt. if not me and rebecca will laugh like idk what ^^ a lot of people slept through the lecture, i was half falling asleep. well the quotes are good, but i didnt have enough time to digest it then she went on to the next. i spend quite some time finding random people, hahaha ss was SLEEPING :o as usual!! lol!! hahahaha!! typical. ^^ i was high at last few moments of her talk. lol.

then mr koh (WHOOO!) story came in. everyone were so engaged. i was thinking, is mdm leer hurt? :( im sorry! he is SO INTERESTING AND FUNNY. his story is VERY meaningful!! awwwwww. his brother plays the euphonium!! he had such good ties with his brother :) i wish me and my sister can be closer!! i shall learn from her too :) we are very different. :(

well, got back LA, geog, chinese and biology grades. im glad that my LA is A :) im not happy my geog is A :( first time my geog is A!! (er maybe not, last year CA3 my geog was A too) wahhh, but i know i will improve. got B for chinese :( hahahaa. the person sitting beside me get A+. there is no peer pressure that make me improve my chinese, though im sitting beside a PRC ._.

really need to buck up on my languages!! yong is right, we are not bad in languages, is because we didnt care and neglect our language, and focus too much time on math and sciences. well, i love math and sciences :)

hope my phys is A+ xD then i get rather high GPA :)

but not as high as laoqians like iris, darien, kaixiang, makou, qingyang. which i think 90% getting 4.0GPA!!! WAHHHHHH!!! imba!

i went to steal scores yesterday. hahaha. well, in the end the score no nice melody to play. so i put back. instead i found SL report (trumpet), and the ensemble score (second half) i was looking for since a long time ago!! however, im still lack of one page. -.-

im looking forward to JUNE HOLS :D i want to go out with my friends :) devote my time into SMP, IDMI (uhhh.), band!

i know there will be times when im forced to do the things i dont like. but i know it is for the thing i like that im sacrificing so much. good things need hard work, well i shall just bear with it and look at it WITH POSITIVE MINDSET :)

i want go back oln with yp :) haha go teach BRASS band LOL! wonders what i will be teaching when i know ZERO brass stuffs! o.o i can teach them how to train GOOD TONE :) and thats all. errrr. yp shall teach me how to buzz. some brass players tried to teach me how to buzz before. but fail xD hahahaa! jia ying's one is the WORST xD hehe.

okay i need to chiong LA and SMP le :) hahaha!

im looking forward to level camp! cos i want to play AFTER the day camp, at night :D whoooo :)

i suddenly realised, i have too much, so much to enjoy. yet i expect too much from just one source. other sources are so much better. time to let go my wishes. i love you friends :D

i kept running away, im afraid. i try my best to tell myself to be fearless. but something just stop me. the things that happened in the past :S

i wanna watch Labyrinth again!! :)

`as the world falls down!

why

2010-05-02T23:30:00.001+08:00

as the years go by, it is inevitable that our life get more stressful. however, why do people get more and more unobservant to their surroundings? why are they more and more ignorant about whats happening beside them? why are they more and more forgetful about their manners? people now dont even greet their family members in the morning, they dont say please and thankyou to people who help them. they think that they are too stressed to say such stuffs. did they ever wondered. those are just excuses? thankyou, please, good morning, hi are just words that dont require a lot of energy. ._. stop being so ignorant people. do something. change your attitude before it's too late

wow

2010-04-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

argh, sunburned. :/

* hope to finish geog project successfully! :) all my energy is now drained :X very tired today! but i love today lots :) hahaha. i learn alot of things :D

i hope what i feel isnt correct. i dont wish it to be true. i dont want to be!! :(

jiayou for WOW :)

disappointing

2010-04-26T21:00:00.002+08:00

the cheerful yps isnt happy today!!

bio practical was fail :( i miss out one question. omg ._. i very blur i know. i did the wrong steps that mrs chu said ._. my graph was crap :X i hope i pass and hope that it doesnt affect my biology grade!!

assembly quite fun. yet it turn out quite fake and everything.

LA lecture was spammage of stuffs. but enjoy bangbangyou'redead :)

and well, band. juniors please practise your scales and listen to us kay!! you always give us the impression that you guys arent listening to us cos you are not looking at us and always whispering among yourselves. some juniors *ahem* just never fails to not play when everyone is playing and no seniors actually know what he/she is thinking about. wah, if this continues. something will be done. like the thing that i hate most - part talk. where seniors just spam scold juniors. you guys dont want that yeah? so please prac your scales. year 1 timetable is MUCH MORE FREE than ours. we have time to practise. you should have MORE.

anw:
indoor test
- rockin rondeau
- trumpet voluntary
- major and minor scales 1 octave

im sorry if i said two octaves haha.

and so, phys test! shall go mug the definitions out man! :x

wah so busy! smp, phys and bio file(LOL), geog, interclass!!! french tache finale!!

~oh how disappointed was i in you. i told you so many times about what i feel. yet you didnt give a damn and just spam questions about biology practical. so what if i took the test? cant you just care for me FOR THAT WHILE. does grades really matter? is just a PRACTICAL TEST. is not like EOY or what.

i dont want to repeat the same word, thus... ENERGY IS WANTED :)

2010-04-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

slept @ 12.30am yesterday. i really hate sleeping late!! finished geog proposal at least :) haha. though is a bit crap. sorry kaixiang for all my grammar errors! lol i need english grammar lessons man! :S

chemistry was okay. was a bit blurr blurr. i love balancing equations :) haha. but i dont like writing state symbols lehh :s though it is very important..

PE. first time i realised chelsea is same class as zenghan == 1I lol. so she knows who is rebecca. lol!! i was counting for 1I index no 15 and 4H 18. i was rather blur again. cant see the numbers well.. i missed 18's first round. LOL == but in the end still okay :D then run for 4 rounds. ran alone :x no same speed running buddy (vivian and venus gone :(! ) around 10 min or less ^^ haha. hope maintain same speed then good good :) but months since i run 4 rounds ._. wanted to die. haha. :)

have reccess, bought my favourite milo drink :D then ate 1 oreo and jac called me. talked to vivian on way to meet jac :) then i drank water. and collect laptop :)

then i had stomachache and wanna to die more (not trying to be too negative!) i conclude milo+water+oreo is a very bad combination :x

PC was okay. just that mr lim wasnt in a very good mood. then i crapped a lot of touching friend stories. but no one listened to me :( hmph!!! then i write it myself. saw belinda wrote down the name of friend. then i dont dare to write the name :X then i wrote only meredith in the end. haha.

physics was nothing to say actually. my phys is very BAD. haha. really need to buck up! :o need to revise phys tmr night!!! common test is coming! next tuesday! :(

ACe was totally crap. i crapped everything out. i didnt really care that much. i just aim for pass. haha. my geog is killed by ACE man :(

then band! my sound is rather big. o.o with the new reed.

rehearsal was KILLER. feet were super pain. i stare at kanshiting xD and smile at her :) haha. she smile back. lol. i wanted to stare at her for the WHOLE rehearsal. but i scared she freaked out by me. cos the first time, i was so bored that i keep looking here there, fascinated by the guard of honour blah blah. with the weird commands the timer gave (lol! the timer's something something 2,2,3,4. got rhythm man!! ^^ but the quavers rushed. xP) like that part of everything the timer said. im sorry, i dont get a single word of the commander was giving, (if he's called the commander or blah :S) i know whats berhenti :)

we're wearing concert attire :( gosh! stockings! o.o court shoes o.o! omg :x

took year 1s. want them to listen to me. haha, shall be fierce!! alot of people say i not fierce. need be fierce. but i seriously dont believe in being fierce. :x guess thats the only way?

eh year 1s, i know you are nice people and will read to THIS PART of my blog. can you guys please please listen to me? :) im very nice i know. but if you want me to be nice, listen to me. if not i show you what i've (which is nothing actually ._.) you all better practise your scales kay!! i angry you all die. dont feel that you only year 1. still got a lot of years to go, very short only kay!!!

dreading moment:

homework list:
- chem file (not sure if needed)
- bio file
- phys file
- HCL file
- yue du bu tie
- cheng yu ws
- math assignment
- chem ws
- bio research on digestive system
- la reflections
- la script
- french homework
- geog research
- smp research
- bio practical revision
- phys revision

files are irritating! :( going spend half of day @ rongying house for SMP :( oh man. idk if i can finish all my homework! shall do now :(

jiayou!!

spam of homework

2010-04-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

gosh, thought that after the tests (3 tests tomorrow), things will get better..

but no!!! just suddenly. so much homework is given out TODAY.

so currently, homework/stuffs to do..:
- revise phys - refraction esp!!
- phys file
- chem file
- HCL file
- ydbt
- math assignment
- chem ws
- la reflection
- idmi script

counted as a lot!! and i wanna go out on saturday or sunday de!!

need to practise clarinet also.. the krommer not there yet. :x need improve on tone too ^^

well, 船到桥头自然直 ^^

jiayou for now :D french bio and geog!!

mugging bio. a must == need to do ten years series, then read textbook then read ppt.. then read the worksheet i've done..

i was tired till i sleep just now D:

test, test, test and tests.

2010-04-20T18:44:00.002+08:00

one test down! 4 more to go!! :)

math common test was quite okay :) just hope no careless in my graph sketching xD idk how to do the tangent question. i anyhow find a point where the gradient is 1/2.. i think im correct. but zhangche and irene answer different from mine. idk lah! :x bonus idk how to do == errrr..? haha. i no graphmatica to check or what D: i want to have tpc back!!! (and lol, i think i dream that 3M was going to have tpc. then i was so shocked. but thats just a dream ==)

and currently, i wonder where is my smp laptop (borrowed from school)... they upload the software very long eh :S

and today was such a long yet slacky day!!! CME and LA teacher here. practically slacked. even for LA. feel kinda of bad now.. i really dont want to chiong the IDMI script on sunday kay. :S i planned to go out with my best friends! :S

and, oh no. mr teo ask me to find him tomorrow. for cheryl's instrument thing :O i know nothing! but i know 100% cheryl didnt drop it. but i have no idea why the instru turned into such a shape ==

and today got back chemistry CT results (mrs ong showed on screen) == well, i failed 2 class pop quizzes (not so high percentage) hahaha. == so paiseh and everything... but i am one of the highest people :) well, hard work did paid off after all! just hope mrs ong didnt type my marks wrongly... == if she did i will cry :x!

went home alone (im such a loner. haha) cos i wanted to discuss IDMI stuffs. then in the end everyone walked off when i need to go somewhere for a while ._. except sxinyi and kan. but no point. so went home. bus not a lot of people :) saw venus, julia, lxinyi, felicia, fena at road junction o.o they going to take circle line. i was on bus alr. hahah. talked on phone with meredith on way home :) sad thing that we dont have a lot to talk. but we tried to put in some effort xD haha! :) i want june to faster arrive!!!

then took mrt to hougang.. listening to music blah. then up the escalator... WHOOSH! strong wind! raining cats and dogs == so i stuffs all my things into bag and took out my umbrella (luckily i brought)

then walking out of hougang mall. some stranger suddenly approached me and asked if im going block 452. i said yes. then she wanna share umbrella with me.

wah experience VERY weird. cos my umbrella is very small and i seem trapped with her :S then the trafffic light very long then turn green man T.T then was drenched at the left side. she drenched at right side. lol. then my shoes everything were wet.. we stepped into a puddle of water o.o!

and currently, i bathe, ate fruits (and milk+oreo!) :D haha.

nowadays, really need to mug.. year 3 no time to spare.. in 3M is like... people dont need study can get high marks. to meet around their standard. i need to work a lot harder :x sometimes mugging is so tired that i wanna sleep and just bloghop or listen to random songs..

but still. tests are coming... tmr is rehearsal for speech day. going to stay till quite late. and i think mr ng going ask me to like see him repair cheryl instru or smth.. i think :x

then thursday got 3 test - bio, geog and french...

so, in short. off to mug :x!

mug with milk+oreo x3!

cya :)

* thanks lots to my senior for helping in math!! though the questions i asked were not tested at all == hmmm!
* thanks best friend for asking me math yesterday! great time spent with you :D should spend alot more time together man :D

`gosh, next friday is the day.. going out with chityee! idk what to buy for her :s

boring life

2010-04-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

hsk today: Idk what i was doing anyway. i didnt do the sample test. i do the stuff. then idk if it is allowed. isit allowed to draw arrowheads and write on top? but i didnt exceed the number of squares.. i really didnt!!! and hahaha. i didnt know one of the ci yu's meaning =.= i thought it mean another word. uhno. i dont even know how many marks is given to each question. o.o!!! oh no... then the listening compre was fail for me. i at first. as usual. stone and blur. == hahaha. but i think is quite okay bah!!!! :)

then talked to chityee and venus :) yay!! :) love them. esp chityee! (i was just joking in the morning)

oh yeah, went choir concert yesterday. cool. xijie rocks! LOL. i couldnt recognise him with the CAT make up. alot of band people went lol :) i sat with rebecca, venus and julia. ate ban mian with them!!! :) ban mian rocks :D i love ban mian!!! then we talked about band stuff and... i forgot. :)

i love it when people wave to me :) with enthu :D haha!! a lot of people did that to me. and in return, i gave the waves to others :) spread the happiness :D

take venus car home ^^ thanks! :) yay. then tried doing smp. and failed the 2nd time. LOL!! just too tired.. nothing went into my brains..

so this morning, do smp with rongying. tried jotting more questions down (quite successful). till everyone kept coming and talk to us!! T.T then it turn out i couldnt concentrate :o

didnt go the smp meet up with mentor. i wonder how was it. i wrote stupid questions down :O hope he didnt laugh at me! :O

went piano. spent 5 to 10 min with my piano teacher talking about her student who lost interest in studies and piano -- reminds me of what mr ng said yesterday o.o then she say he only prac once a week (opps im near to that too!)

just learn a new piece from satie. cool :) :D love chords !

band!

2010-04-17T14:52:00.002+08:00

haha, since chelsea wanna me post. but idk what to say!

first:
- jiayou zenghan (or isit zhenghan :S) and sharon in main band :D i know it feels kind of weird. especially sharon without your funny girl friends! but make friends with senior ^^ i share same experience too :D it's going to be okay :D
- jiayou all year 1 clarinet for indoor test! prac your scales please! one day learn 3 scales at least. then by then all scales will be remember by back of hand :D remember is 2 octaves. (i guess o.o)
- jiayou rachel in oboe!!! haha, brand new embou!! jiayou!!! 2sm kao you :)

second:
- killer week
- next week: french, geog, ace, math and bio test
- 1 test on tuesday. 3 tests on thursday. 1 test on friday
- all need to revise de. ==
- SMP read up - out of ...... around 19 pages, only did... 7 pages ==
- geog proposal? i have no idea what to do with it... errrr help please. :S
- quintet - meeting up tomorrow. going to waste 2h of travelling time. oh gosh!! :S

third :
- owe 4 people birthday presents.
- owe 3 people birthday celebration
- owe year 1 clarinet girls fuji drink..
- owe mrs ong IDMI questions

what i've learnt:
dont slack when it's a killer week!!!

off to faire les devoirs.

au revoir, mes amis. a bientot!

come on people read my blog ._.

2010-04-03T23:31:00.005+08:00

;) im having a great life currently :D

everything has been going well, in terms of studies, cca, etc. though there are still a presence of obtacles, i will overcome it :)

learned a lot from band, maybe that's the intention of having a CCA in the first place. that's why MOE has a rule that everyone must have a CCA and that's why DHS want us to have a CHAMPS CCA. a CCA to teach us how to grow up.

from band, i learn how to be strong mentally. when people fail, it is due to fear. i failed a lot of times in band, though people doesnt notice. what i need is just support. when i gain support, i become strong. that's why i manage to show the min i have in the end.
from band, i learn what is a team. in the past, im too much an individual. can say im selfish. but now im not. i dare to declare im not. i suddenly have the urge to help everyone. though i might not be up to the standard yet. i just feel like helping, making the band stronger and more PRO.
from band, i learn that hard work always pays. in the past, i thought what i work for is nothing. i sometimes feel like giving up totally, cos what i get in the end is so meaningless. but no, i get what i have now, perhaps people feel that i gain more than what i deserved. i shall prove, im worth what i deserve now.

3 years in DHS really changed myself, in way of thinking, actions, words. but everyone knows, one thing that DHS has yet changed me. my BLURness. i'm still as blur as before. people remembers me as blur. however, im confident to say that when crucial times come, i am 100 percent clear in my mind.

looking back, at my year 1 eportfolio, i remembered in my goals. i foolishly wrote this "be a soloist". i wanted to be like terence yong. well, he was a soloist when i was year 1. though i couldnt remember how well he played or what exactly is the tune of his solo, i just wished to be a soloist. i laughed at myself for that goal. someone who once read my eportfolio in year 1 told me this "grats you achieved your goal :)" haha. thanks. his words are similar to this. i dont know how i reach so far. but im glad i reach so far.

what i wish to convey is. just try your best and work hard. there will be times where you wish to give up, reasons being you are not being recognised, fear, etc. but when you achieved what you got. you will forget everything, the process of being so tired, scared of what you are.

i agree that this sounds so unlike me, the way i talk. i always talk in a jokingly way. but i do reflect what i do. im an interpersonal person :)

why do people feel stressed? why do I feel stressed? cos we are being faced with obstacles. we are afraid that we cannot overcome those obstacles and start to worry and doing nothing.

something just contradicts our actions. let me ask you guys a simple question: do you guys do comprehension? i can bet, with my life. that everyone did at least 1 compre about obtacles in our lives. especially chinese comprehensions, they always want us to learn a lesson from their passages. there will always be a question which ask us "what do you learn from this passage?" we will always give model answer to score the marks we want.

do we ever follow what we write on that paper? NO. and why didnt we follow to what we wrote? we dont believe ourselves. we do not believe that obstacles are there for a reason, we believe that obstacles are there to block us from success, which actually it bring us nearer to our success. we write "天下无难事，是怕有心人" in our answers. but do we believe in it? i do believe in it. but i dont when im faced with obstacles.

people always dont think straight when they are faced with obtacles. what they do is this: 1) blame on people or self about the obtacles faced 2) doing nothing except thinking how hard and impossible to solve it. and nothing is done. perhaps something is done, but the root of problem isnt solved.

i might be repeating what the comprehension always says "face the obtacles with positive attitude". but it is true. face it as it will bring you stronger, more mature and imba :) obstacles make us work harder, giving more than what we normally gives, stretching our potential. at the end of the day, we gain more insights and become stronger.

so why are we scared of obstacles when they actually benefit us?

:D

2010-03-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

everyone is born,

to make a difference.

2010-03-12T23:38:00.000+08:00

everyone is born,

to make a difference.

For the special You

2010-03-10T22:54:00.002+08:00

Dearest Logan,

Long time no see! Really missed you a lot. Miss your smile, your laughter, your voice, your hits, your everything! Hope to see you next saturday! I miss the times we go out together, or rather, you accompany me go out with people go out together, to reduce the awkwardness. Thank you for being there for me, when i needed people to lean on the most. Thank you though at times I complained to you about stuffs you never heard of nor understand. Thank you for scolding the person in order to make me feel better and happier. Your efforts are paid off and I'm very grateful towards you. I love you. Though life if getting busier and tougher, I hope we still stay in touch. I'm sorry that I didn't have the time to teach you Maths or other subjects, I'm really sorry. All the best in whatever you do man, dear ^^

Iloveyou alot, i mean it. No one can replace you in my heart, you always always hold a large portion of my heart. Thanks for being my listening ear.

Jiayou for your Grade6 theory exam :) I know you can do it! i learn in 3 months and I managed to score well, so could you!

with buckets full of love, hearts,
peishan ^.^

`je souhaite que nous sommes dans la meme ecole.....

countdown: 10days

RHYTHM XXIV

2010-01-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

DUNMAN HIGH SYMPHONIC BAND ANNUAL CONCERT

RHYTHM XXIV

Date: 20 March

Venue: PAC, DHS

Time: 7.30pm [be seated by 7.20pm]

Price: $6.00

Have flute concertos, clarinet concerto and trumpet solo piece!

Must come!

interested? find moi :D

output

2010-01-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

i lost something, and i gained a lot more.

realised how great my friends were, especially the three of you, who 站在我身旁 :) i know there's others too, yet some stuffs are just too complicated to explain.

not that i dont want to explain and tell people, is that im lazy to say it, it simply too long.

and today, is a GREAT day :D haha! :) i stumbled, but it turned out just as great :)

people!

2010-01-10T21:12:00.002+08:00

some people can make you touched to tears

however,
some people can make you so disappointed till you cry

did your actions make people happy? sad? proud? disappointed? excited?

who decide those feelings? the people? or you, who are doing all these?

answer is you, whose actions change people's mood.

lesson learnt

2010-01-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

never fear.

if you fear, high chance that you will fail.

take this challenge, face with confidence and look ahead.
never be scared of things that yet happened.

last day of 2009!

2009-12-31T19:19:00.002+08:00

people always have new year resolutions for the whole new year :) 2010! :) i shall have some new year resolutions too :) though i have no idea what i can do..

1) get A+ for both math - math have been my favourite subject since kindergraten [my love for it is close to 10 years!] so i hope i can excel well in it still ^^

2) seldom sleep during lessons - i will maintain a positive and interested mind for the subject to pay attention and not sleep :) and also sleep early :)

3) do lib cip - i like book shelving! though my legs very tired after that but very fun!! esp doing at children collection, can see the books i once read ^^

4) get at least GPA 3.6 - i set my target lower as i feel that year 3 is a harder year

5) play clarinet well - to play as well as a lot of seniors!! esp from senior high de ^^

6) play piano better - i suck in piano! lol! only got merit for grade5, and is a low one xD haha! cos i didnt really spent time practising :x

7) make more new friends and juniors - well, though half of 3M is 2L'09, i want to make more friends leh!! of same interest de also :) like math lover? :) haha!

8) do the math&science camp for pri kids successfully

9) not being blur

10) be more confident

11) and so on :)

well, i just want to do my best for everything and dont regret what i do :D yay! :)

jiayou band peeps for upcoming concert!! lol! hope my staccatoes are right!!! ^^

hols are ending!

2009-12-29T22:26:00.002+08:00

omg hols ending. zzz. my dedications. -.- i did 3 kay!!! on rongying's birthday, cass fel becks. but.. then i tired liaoz. okay! i promise get it down by 31 dec. then random days, people come read and will be touched. lol! just dont look at the date can liaoz :) haha!

hols are great, and tiring ^^ learnt alot of things, quite a lot of things happened, grew stronger yup! but i didnt exercise! -.- only swim 2 times, run once. how bad can others be, compared to me!

band was great, despite the scary blue shades ^^ hahas.

jj's album out :D yay! :) it rocks :D jj just rock. jj is like most famous singer in singapore. -.- if not, the most famous male singer (chen wei lian havent beat him yet!!!!) hope jj lin album sells well ^^ i think is better than sixology. haha.

歌曲：背对背拥抱

作词：林怡凤
作曲：林俊杰
演唱：林俊杰

话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子来乱绕

即使想让我知道
即使想让你知道爱的警告
话总说不清楚该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙
然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑

我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子来乱绕

即使想让我知道
即使想让你知道爱的警告

我不要一直到
形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱
就不要轻易放掉

我们背对背拥抱
滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老
葬送在烽火的玩笑

我们背对背拥抱
真话兜着圈子来乱绕
即使想让我知道
即使想让你知道这警告
只是想让我知道
只是想让你知道爱的警告

我把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你一抬头就看得见
我把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠

我晓得时间如雪有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个100天还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
第几个100天也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着Wooh ~Wooh~

第几个100天越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
管过多少100天也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵连命运都改变
当守护变信念连泪水都很甜

说感觉不只嗅觉还有味觉有触觉听觉
到体会都是误会偶而约会却没有感觉
说圆缺从不妥协玩玩另类就为爱流泪
夹脚鞋走遍世界甚么是品味是态度决定一切
虚伪撕裂你怎么解释这些
冷却热烈命运自有出路
用自己的空间嗳只有爱
证明我存在再等待
换个世代手脚撑开一切重来重来
你可以挥洒着爱随心所在
要所谓的high
我就是坏无处不玩计划了未来
还潇洒着自在
Rap:
Attention, attention
Rules of engagement
Dont make your intentions known
No Mercy show
To each his own.
Fashion or election
Its all about Xpression
How you make your stand
How you play your plan
That makes you the man.

happy birthday rongying!

2009-12-12T20:27:00.004+08:00

hey rongying, today is your DAY. happy birthday :D smp groupmate ^^ though not same class, you manage to run away from me D: GRRRR! but you are still stuck with me for SMP. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

and yup, i still owe dedications, was going to ignore cos i was lazy. but since ry said it =.=

so... here it is!

cass: hey! thanks for mugging french with me! and bearing my poor french and english stuffs T.T i will always remember that grammar is grammAr not grammer. :x i spelt the wrong one for quite long le. thanks to you i will remember :) i still remember YPiSS :) haha :) thanks for some stuffs that you talk me round with and change my perspective of the world. thanks lot :) i cant remember what, but i do remember some of your words is worthwhile remembering and keeping in heart (JUST THAT NOW I FORGET KAY!) you are a thoughtful person too :) haha! just stop acting sick! i know you are not sick! cos sick people dont go around do sick stuffs! they will plan plan plan then do sick things de! so i believe, YOU ARE NOT SICK. yup :) i think you dont act sick is better. REALLY :) next year is the 3rd year we are tgt in a class :) haha! well, jiayou for saxophone hor!! :) though i dont know how to play sax. dk why i play that note isnt that note at times o.o! well, you can do it de!!! remember, sax is important, link brasses and woodwind tgt ^^ haha! jiayou in life! feel proud is so long :D

felicia: okay dont blame me if it's shorter than cass, cos i think the dedications will get shorter and shorter :x paiseh! hey felicia, im not so cool with you, but i do know, you always bully me!! you always badmouth about me to chityee and always made her angry with me! :( well, thanks for sitting beside me for first term. i bet you always see me sleeping! sorry! and sorry that you always ask me stuffs then idk, cos i dont pay 100% attention in class! well, last year interclass, haha -.- i dont know why i said those stuffs about ghost which means a bit zzz now :x haha! but you are a good defender for sure :) haha!!! you are tall!! ^^ you ahve been a great captain for volleyball interclass this year :) haa :) thanks for teaching us and giving us advices for vball! i think im most thickskin, keep on wanna try serving when im so bad at it. T.T but in the end i succeed :) haha! remember at the what place beside vball court/bball court i serve then is high enough then you say guo le guo le. I WAS SO HAPPY xD haha! thanks :D next year same class! ^^ hmmm? will remember you as the pink lover! :O i quite like pink too xD hahaha :)

rebecca: yo! netball rocks huh! im so sorry, i lie that i going to organise. in the end i didnt. cos my msn was down and hotmail's msn always go haywire too :( so no time and mood talking to people about the thing. sorry!! well, really thanks for being my friend! haha. thanks for teaching me theory!! though i think i didnt do well :( i have yet gotten the results :x thanks for wasting your time on me for looking for your theory stuffs, books and carrying them to school! thanks for helping me in LA! well, i did improve by 6 marks kay for compre :) but still considered bad. lol i will improved de! i already kept a notebook where i keep all the words i dont know there with meanings :) yup, i shall not be lazy with english anymore and i will improve! i will try use words i learnt into daily life and conversations :) well, we bonded during interclass and really chat alot! :) yay! :) next year same classs ^^ the only xxlc mate :( we will stick to each other yeah? i have yet hear your harmonics!! :) haha i want learn to play violin!! but no time :x hais! i play the violin sound, esp the low notes, cos is like RICH tone hahaha :) thanks for inviting me to that play too :) haha is very nice ^^ thanks for everything, reallyyyy!!!! ^^

rongying: you birthday girl!! well, dont know you at all last year!!! felt weird talking to you last year lah!!! serious! i seldom talk to you de. then talk to you is about chit yee cos you are her mum. then that time history that idk country.. remember? AH FUNAN! we do together. then talk to you i still feel weird.. starting of the year also.. i always wonder why, you look so quiet and hardworking, why people always like take pictures of you looking stupid and also teasing you for weird stuffs. haha! term 3 i finally understand. first time hear you burping. (totally serious) really thank god for putting you right beside me! you suffered. i gained :D well, anything idk i just turn to you. slowly, you always prepare yourself to answer my questions. i bet you become even more attentive in class cos you need to answer my question. thanks for asking me math questions that idk! lol! then we go ask mrs koh and we both benefitted. xD yay! thanks lots! thanks for being in the same smp group!! :) hope we will get what we want :D yay rongying! :) im sad that we arent same class, but smp still binds us tgt ^^ so yup :D i cant ask you questions during lessons liaoz :( i think we in same geog class! yay :D

sarah! hello sarah! ^^ i have to admit that i not close to you, partly that you prefer english, while me chinese and so on.. haha. but i know that you play piano proly ^^ haha, jiayou in MEP :D and thanks for attempting to teach me theory, which in the end i didnt get it (sorry!) i remember that you join interclass for 2 years :D haha! you play GS last year! :) your shooting is good haha. it is a sad case that dunman high jh dont have netball yeah? why so? cos dhs have low chance of winning in east zone. so zzz!!! D: i heard that you picked flute as second instrument! so cool! i total fail when i play flute. lol!! :x we are going diff class next year and i hope that we still say hi to each other still :) all the best ^^

chingying! hey chingying, i remember you sitting beside me during term 2 last year :) is was fun :D haha. eatting oreos during lessons, etc. LOLLL i miss eating oreos during lessons lah. NO ONE CAUGHT ME YET xD i mean teachers of course. i wonder is cos they pretend they didnt see or what. eg: is obvious when people sms during lessons, hands kept under table, in that sms position, hand kept in pocket for long time, not taking anything out in the end -.- haha. but oreo is the best! but unhealthy :( so i stop eating liaozzz :( i remember we did cloud logs tgt!! ^^ well, sorry for that ugly clouds log title :x oppss! thanks for helping in explaining words during lessons last year!! im a total noob in LA -.- haha, while you a total pro!! the only person in year 2 who takes triple sci and lit. haha ^^ it shows how much you love lit/la :) those lit books do cost a lot yeah? :x oh! you are in interclass for 2 years too :) hope you in interclass again! idk if im going interclass though.. lol.. i heard is basketball :x haha (:

lxinyi! hey you math pro. pro x 10000! remember joining MSP with you and jingpei. im serious that im the noobest in the group -.- you are geper. and jingpei is like 4 years older, so obviously general knowledge better than me. i was feeling so zi bei after the first round of msp. that i pulled the group down. i totally guessed the whole paper. it was spammed with science :( only like 6 math questions - i all know :D so zz! then in the end, lost to 1H'08 by 1 point, i know it's my fault :( but we did manage to clinch something for the second round third :D but it was unfair! 2E'08 say com got prob. OURS ALSO HAVE. we click super fast, then cannot sense. wth lah. then let them get our place. so zzz. YOU SHOULD JUST GIVE A MATH AND A SCIENCE QUESTION. why give only science question. dont get why dhs focus so much on science. is a math and science quiz lah. but the number of science and math questions is klike imbalanced. opps, not talking about lxinyi at all =.= haha, just saying, your general knowledge is very good :D you actually a nice girl who say nice things when im freaking out haha. i know next year we are still same class :D yay! i can ask you if i have any problems in math ^^ also! you going to help me in organising math and science camp! :) yay! :D haha :)

iris! you are a imba person who is all rounded. good in comptuer stuffs, drawing, piano, and all subjects!! i wonder where you get all your smartness from! remembering the first time i worked project with you, was with jian chong. the history colonialism project. im sorry that i screw the thing up with my blurness and correction tape!!! i was so sad and depressed about it. but you just say nevermind, and say it is very good. i was woah, iris you so nice! if i was you i will like scold myself like crap :x thanks! :) will remember your hyperness at times like you stand up your chair will fall behind, you throw random things around, hitting people very hard(guess what! you never hit me before xD), asking teachers long questions which makes them say "huh?" in their mind and asking you to speak again. lol!! oh you run very fast too ^^ so scary!! i remember that you pei linmin run her third round when you dont have to as you completed your run below 4 mins. your actions wowed me. cos i wont do it if it was me, i already going die after chionging my life to meet the under 4 min target. :x haha ^^ happy classmate-ing with me next year :)

vivian! hey vivian!! remember you being science rep last year! haha. same thing ah, you said that you saw mr tan looking at you when asking for science rep then you kenna-ed. hahah! i also for NE rep. lol! like i have creativity and national consciousness ._. haam but last year ne rep is so "cool" with no jobs xD you have been a great friend! cheering me on always. though sometimes you pour me cold water (in chinese), but still ^^ you always brought me smiles :) and teaching me ways to remember geog topics and science too! (if i remember correctly) i remember the times we sat in your dad car after 3rd lang! how much i miss it, really!! this year like so few time take your car home liaoz! so long never buy donuts from white sands liaoz (since sip proj ah? :x) yup! and rehearsing sip stuffs, making of poster :x i remember that i always like to eat your house stuffs like cookies, etc. SO SORRY!!! i know im greedy xD i love to eat stuffs!! oh i remember you buying pizza for lunch o.o! thats the first time i ate pizza [noob huh, cos it's made of bread mah!!] then i like pizza alot :D haha!! ^^ thanks for comforting me during eoy. haha! like i went crazy before the exam,etc. going extremely crazy before math one i think. you just sitting beside me! lol! well, though we not same class next year, we will still be great friends :D xxlc forever :) and yep, i was over the moon when you became a sc :D haha! :) cos you are fit to be ^^

chityee! my dear wife!! this year like seldom talk to you for some reasons :( sorry!! now you have a mistress - casss :( !!! thanks for being the secretary! you are a great secretary indeed! though we only very hiong the first term LOL! with class comm meeting once 2 weeks or smth like that.. haha :) we did a great job as a class comm :) yay!! well, class outings have been successful ^^ thanks for helping me in TKAM haha :) that day @ bishan J8 haha. thanks lots :) and also lending me the red theory book! hope you get good results for grade 6 theory! i sure fail liaoz :( that stupid composing !! rawr! i hope we still keep in touch yeah? anything sad can come find me, im serious! im still your husband kay :) always deee!!! :) haha. thanks for the bear that you gave me so randomly during eoy! i thought you want me to remind you to bring some form... lol! then in the end it was the gift to me. thanks :D:D:D really appreciate it :) jiayou in 3C ^^ with double humans and double science, what you wanted :) haha! if you want mug tgt with me, for errr math, bio, chem, LA[im not the suitable one to mug with though :x], chinese[lol!]. yup haha :) jiayoujiayou!! :D will really miss you deeeee!!!

laura! yaboo booya! :) long time never say this liaoz. always see you with cass or rongying haha :) you are same class with chityee! lol must take care of her kay :) well, jiayou in trombone~~~ hahaha ^^ dont ever feel depressed that you cant improve so fast cos you on braces, dont let braces to stop you from improving :D haha! just prac with your heart and you will succeed :) yay! will remember you as the naruto freak and the person who always get violated by cass. LOL!! or isit the other way round o.o! hahas xD thanks for inviting me to your birthday party :) i love that water thing seriously. so fun haha! but dangerous to walk/run away when floor is filled with puddles of water o.o! hahas :)

sxinyi! the jj fan too :) but you also like a lot of other bands and singers lol! i always see you suaning people and saying jay chou suck! lol!! your math pro too!! in SMO esp. -.- i two year get nothing - cos im not math genius:( haha. but you always very funny, contradict the good smo results with your normal school math results. im totally opposite of you la! hmmm, you are very tall!! last year you will GK was so lol! so easy intercept. i was GD was so zzz. i jump and seldom get rebounce. i think i repliedo n you to get rebounce and i went out to pass ^^ i miss netball !! your vball is good too! rmb the match with B or isit G? your serving like so imba then they cant catch LOL! haha xD thanks for sparing your house for computing, hist project xD

thiri! hey yo thiri!! :) you always cheer me up. though we always quarrel, we always know that, that isnt true quarrelling and that we are not angry with eachother! :D yay! haha thanks for teaching me sciene :) i remember last year we sit tgt. so fun!! but there were times when you are sad then i feel not happy :x hais! cos you always the girl who brightens up the day mah :) last year you are a good chairperson, which makes me want be chairperson like you too LOL!! i told you many times, i was scared of you from term 1 to 2. cos you chairperson .. :x then your voice shocked me. haha. so high. but now i hear im used to it liaoz.. haha ^^ i remember got one time, math CT3, you didnt do it. then idk how to comfort you, cos i stupid. lol! then CT4, i did badly LOLL then you got close to full marks. grats man:) thanks for being by my side this year!! esp the first half cos a lot of bad things happened. :( and you too! haha, like to gossip with you, as in. our stuffs lah, but about other people. haha ^^ wanna play minesweeper with you again! though, mugging with you was fail, but i want to mug with you science someday! and yup band!! the thing that will make us meet each other!! you are good lah!! dont let others bring you down :D just believe you can do it can le. i know that sometimes we do mistakes - like mine, so stupid change instru then instru spoil idk then got kick out of syf so called -.- but i wasnt good that time also lol! just remember to play with the band. at times, listening to recordings is good, to see when percussion enters with the band. then you dont need to refer to score at all to play. percussion instru are distinct. then you can also play with the band and will not be late. jiayou! :D

julia! i always copy homework from you since last year. i wonder now, how did i even survive my eoy when i always copy your work =.= so zzz! sometimes idk why i just can so lucky get those grades. you are hardworking person! sometimes over hardworking i feel leh. so scary you!! then you alwayys get bullied by iris for she always snatch your homework to check the answers.etc. i have become for independent this year and only copy your french lol!! cos my french seriously sucked :( haha. you always eat so fast for your meals!! lol! thanks for pei-ing me home!! hahaha. :) love your house and sis!! hahaha! :) computing of that ghost thing was cool, but we in the end didnt use it. but the cheating one was good too xD you be teacher so funny! xD why i be weiqiang accomplice ah seriously -.- hmmm, band! your cello is pro lo! even mr ng says that. your intonation so imba!! lol xD sad case that we next year not same class liaoz :( but i can still bully you during band! lol!! xD

linmin! the bleach person!! remember you first day always forget people names (not that i remembered them all also. lol) hmmm.. you always hug people and squeeze people tightly and idk make people head. so pain!! :x you shouldnt sleep so late reading manga! lol! though you have the art of not sleeping during lessons, unlike me -.- haha. we same calss tgt next year!! i hope you stop going round hugging people LOL! be more mature xD haha! :) i like it when you are serious, in that kind of positive way ^^ try to be like that :D haha!

finally done :)

late late late,

2009-12-03T15:48:00.002+08:00

have been happy. and slacking -.-

revise bit of here and there. ^^ read year 3 stuffs, just that bit, and haha i dont get the math -.-

happy birthday laura!!! was fun @ your party lol! the water fight is really WOW. lol!! zongming finally got wet in the end, kenna by patrick. lol!

finally rongying did the smp survery T.T omg smp is really coming after thiss!! hope we get in the first choice! though i dont get what we doing and only the rough idea that is about DNA o.o! lol!

borrowed books :D hoho. books that thiri likes. :D and i like too :D haha!!!!

hmm, tomorrow's sp! i tried my best to prac, to no avail -.- hope can play lo :x haha :)

fnished hols homework long ago, why i feel slack? :o hais!

quite excited to be 3M, after all those thinking. yeah :D wonder who's our form teacher, to dui4 fu4 half of 2L'09! lol!! mr tan said byebye to us liaoz. :x so who's next? lol! i will miss mrs koh who make the class so funny with mathhh!!! omg hope dont get a boring teacher for mathhhh! :x if not i die o.o!

2010, here i come lah! how many more days? 29 :D yay! and the starting of the erm. -.- week is orientation! lol, seeing the same faces while orientation. so funny xD welcome new mates that not from 2L to 3M! :D

oln

2009-11-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

finished the CIP math tutoring @ oln :) WHEEE :D the first day was kinda boring and bad, but haha seriously, with meredith the lame person. it turn interesting. hahaha :) and melissa and jennifer enjoyed our teaching alot! :D and well, i specially teach jennifer angles kay :D and created sums for her :D real happy that she say that she feel that her math improved :D yay! :D hope we keep in touch :D and we played uno :D hahaha! :)

i love them :)

oh man

2009-11-11T18:57:00.002+08:00

have been slacking these few days :( not on purpose, i dont know whats going on with me!

monday band! then went klp have lunch then rain, thus take 16(isit?) to bedok and saw lionel there. so random. then went tampines mall to buy some stuffs :) then go home and did my yue du ka.

tuesday! math soc training till 12. went macs to eat for lunch. went back school for class comm meeting about class chalet. then went home on 158 with some random person :) headache all the way back :( so didnt talk to that random friend -.-intended to go back OLN with meredith. in the end school closing and the slow poke meredith haven even take the bus from her house yet -.-

today! wake up at 5.50am. then sleep again to 6.38am -.- chionged and dad fetch me to school to pass up smp form then rush back. bathed then i cooked instant noodles for breakfast. then i started preparing for lunch o.o my whole morning spent on that lunch preparation and cooking of it. -.- fried rice :D im noob in cooking kay. first time cook proper lunch :x then fetch brother from school. then eat. then i praced piano. then sleep. intended to wake up at 2. failed and wake up at 5. started crying for no reason -.- okay emo emo :x cos i wake up grandma jiu started yelling at me. or i think i just feel like crying :x opps. then went bathe and prac clarinet -.- blue shades is seriously hard :( now on 4th page. doubt im playing anything for full band. cos i will get lost in it. and really D: let me sit at the end and mr ng wont notice :)

going continue prac clarinet. at night finish yue du ka. is a must!!!! D:

come on peishan!!

last day of school. 2009

2009-11-06T22:52:00.005+08:00

hello guys :) long time no update. okay not really. well, went back OLN yesterday :) explained to miss koh what exactly happened that day and hopes she understood what i say and i really mean it :x okay! my results were quite good and im satisfied with it. :) GPA was nice. percentage was much higher than last year overall, by 4marks! and hey multiply by 7 subjects, i improved by 28marks! :D hahaha :)

okay last day of school. didnt feel emo. not cos im heartless. cos i cantbelieve is last day of school yet. im a lazy person. i always bring the camera to school, but lazy to take pic. so i going to take 1st day of school next year with lystra'09 -.- sorry. lazy person here :)

one year has passed. wow. one year of lessons o.o it just seem so fast. one year of chairperson o.o and today is the last day of being chairperson o.o i cant believe it still! :O

omgz.. well, no more hyper off-ing lights and fans before flag raising. our daily routine. just off lights and fans and everyone goes without saying.

well, will miss the guys who always play their tpc games and i will remember playing what powerpuff game with weiqiang, zhengjun, linmin? :) hahaha! it did relieves my stress :) i never forget how distracting it is when zhengjun(beside me) and weiqiang(behind me) will talk about maple and i will join in. a non update maple person joining in is weird -.- being suaned by weiqiang and zhengjun for being noob is ARGH. respect your chairperson can!

i will never forget how forgetful i am at times, collecting forms, addressing to class. i remember the CCA form, i say hand in by 21st october. cos i always say my birthday. i guess :x then so paiseh!!

i will never forget the EPP! and BALLZ war between perhaps zhengjun and iris o.o lol! i never eep or balls back before i think :) im pure still :) i never forget the jokes and teasing made by jianchong and weiqiang, the two jokers. and of course! teasing of melvin for being melvina. melvin, thank me man, i dont call you melvina. lol.

i never forget. how gentlemanly our class guys can be, by squeezing into the lift with us and admitting that they themselves are girls.

i will never forget how nice mr tan is to me and to 2L and how happy he was yesterday for nodding his head when i say"can i take 5 chocolates?" LOL! he always laugh at my sillyness. yupyup, yesterday i retarded by saying "CHAIRPERSON CAN TAKE 5CHOCOLATES!!!" then melvin and rongying were like "what?" then i repeated myself and you two wanted to hit me.

LOL! well, i never forget the level camp we had, the chasing of weiqiang here and there for bullying chityee. the level camp brought me and chityee alot closer. how darien and weiqiang always tease me with zhu3 sai4. idk why it started. and they always talk about it during dinner :O so zzz!

i never forget alot of stuffs, teachers day 08,09, midautumn08 not really 09 as i didnt spent the time with you guys. :( sorry band!

i will never forget, INTERCLASS! how hard we trained for netball and getting nothing in return. well, i have to say, we developed passion for netball, and i wish we can play during this coming hols :) well, today is starting of the hols :) yay! and also, volleyball, i hated volleyball in primary school cos the teacher teach very fail. but here, i like it. thanks felicia for being such a great captain! who always give advices on my serving, and spiking. i know, i have bad leg and arm coordination :x sorrysorry!

i will never forget being chairperson of 2L09 (: yep. we are quite slack. i remember we work so hard for class cleanliness and miss lee made us to stay back. it very heartening that alot of people stayed back longer on that day to clear up the mess. :) despite of having CCAs :) thanks really ! and i heard we got 1st for cleanliness! yays! ermmm, but i have to say, term 3 onwards, our classroom is a bit dirty :x

okay no more time to crap le. dedications! :)

#1 cass!

#2 felicia!

#3 rebecca!

#4 rongying!

#5 sarah!

#6 chingying!

#7 limxinyi!

#8 iris!

#9 vivian!

#10 chityee!

#11 laura!

#12 siowxinyi!

#13 thiri!

#14 julia!

#15 linmin!

#16 venus!
you venus tan sze ning! the most stalker in the world. LOL! jkjk! we have been friends since P3 and it is hard to blieve we are in the same class and there's a chance that we are going to same class next year too! O.o haha. thanks for a lot of things, asking your mum to fetch us home after monday band practices, scanning the stuffs that i always lost due to carelessness. thanks for letting me to be in your group for quite some proj like SIP, FPS, history imm, math, computing. lol! we seem to be inseparable. to me, you always the hardworking person. is hard to believe that you can survive in this way!! you just imba :) well, getting 4.0 gpa for 2nd term was like pro and you brought pride to OLN! :) lol! :) thanks for everything, joking with me, playing with me, etc :) yay!

#17 peishan!
moi! i love you alot. :) LOL!

#18 belinda!
belinda! the imba person in art! you always shock me with wonderful artworks of yours. what always make me so WOW is your manga drawing and copying of pictures. they are so real and pretty and the things you copied look totally identical to the real copy. lol. and you always uses a pen, which shows your proness. you sit beside me in science practical. lol. can see that you like to bully melvin and darien by drawing dots or stuffs on them. i remember a time where our class is crazy about kenta. o.o wow? o.o i dont even really know whats that. then you always draw lol! you always so patiently teach me stuffs that i dont understand during science practical. thanks :)

#19 melvin!
hello! xxlc :) well, one year have passed. i know you suffered a lot. in my eyes lol! to be called at least once a day [excluding weekends] melvina or hearing weiqiang or jian chong or even the whole class to say that our class only have 7 boys. lol! your temper have been much better than last year! however, why this year you have so many rumours ah. and it's kinda true to me o.o what andrea, jiahwan o.o ?? lol! do manage your love life well. LOL! excel in your track and field :) but dont be hiong all the times, relax yourselfs at times :) hmmm. STOP GAMING LE BAH :) i know you are smart too, work hard and thats it :) gaming time can be used in much more meaningful stuffs :)

#20 darien!
hello vice chair person :) thanks for helping me out in the class in announcements discussions. well, though you always seems slack, thanks for taking over for times like mid autumn (or isit chityee who took over? or jian chong?) nevertheless, thanks for being a vice chair person :D know you better this year. due to the science experiment sitting arrangement. you are a nice to bully guy !! stop being a target to bully! i know you are famous to be calm, not reactive to people taking your things and such. but dont let people bully you! lol! is always funny to sit during science practical and see your pens gone missing [zongming, melvin, belinda are the culprit]or your paper get drawn by belinda. lol. you are good in physics :)

#21 weiqiang!
yo weiqiang! you are very funny guy. you have been a nice friend too :) when you are serious, you are nice :) woah, but your jokes/ teasing a bit hurting to others at times, please those kind of stuffs next year 1 st day of sch to your new class kay. LOL! you will de zui ren. well, this year have been a rocking one for our friendship. but im glad we are still friends! yay! well, do work hard in your studies. i strongly believe that you are smart and when you are hardworking, your GPA will be higher than me. just work harder and STOP PLAYING GAMES.

#22 zongming!
zongming! i have to say you are the most quiet kid in class! but i do see you being more open this year! i feel so happy :D i remember during recess i was at the back of classroom. then you were infront talking to someone about games. IT WAS LOUD CAN YOUR VOICE i can hear it clearly. i was like "ZONGMING!!!!" you should speak like that more in class :) real nice to see you laugh! should open up more and talk louder to us! :) if this year no H1N1, i would have known you much better in term 3 :) jiayou in life! stop gaming also!!

#23 jingpei!
hello laoba. xxlc :) well, will not forget your erm erm "singing" :) and your singing of random JJ songs at times. lol! well, do remember those lyrics correctly! esp the song jingling cos it's a very nice song :) and you should practise your singing, and join the "dont forget the lyrics" when you grow up. lol!! your singing always irritates us and make us laugh when you go totally out of tune for high notes. lol. errr. you are a math pro, i agree. and chinese pro. gosh -.- your zuo wen imba. jiayou in life :)

#24 zhengjun!
feel honoured. BALLS. you are a crazy fan of balls. sometimes it really balls till my head wanna explode. lol! your math is really good should make use of it :) well, when you are serious you can be very nice, in helping me in work etc. stop balling!!! you going to be 14 soon!! and year 3 very soon too!! so stop balling and grow up :) yay!

#25 zhimin!
AH GONG! the one who always random bully me poke me hit me, etc. you are a smart kid :) jiayou in math kay! anything just ASK me! i remember asking you in alot of general knowledge stuffs and i am always amazed by what you know! you should make use of them :) and thanks for helping me sweep the classroom with me in the mornings at times :) haha thanks! :D

#26 jianchong!
5, 4, 3, 2, 1! HIII! thanks for being such a nice treasurer this year :) you have been a quite responsible one and raelly thanks alot for alot of stuffs regarding $$! :) know you better this year as we are in the class comm tgt :) yay! thanks for the jokes you contributed to the class! well, it indeed brought joy to our class :D:D stay happy and funny :)

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i started from the back. lol. tired. i finished 10 people today! 16 more tomorrow :) jiayou! :)

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today was a quite okay/bad day! well, got 1st in class league. LOL! then went recess. bought wrong books. suppose to be like o level questions then i bought guidebook as in a rush. then the bad things about the 6th floor, i wasnt affected. but affected deeply as i just wasted money.. :( then cleaning. taking of condemned books. quite nice eh! i know i read so slow for becks book. cos it all conversation and is hard to differentiate 4 people and remember who's oldest and their character.. then went for the year 2 so called farewell. thanks jianchong for the video! is nice :) well, kinda touched by the words mrs chin said and also by yu lian though some is exaggerated like for me i feel nothing when the last year marathon lol :x hmm :) then mr sng farewell was COOL! just that the seats are painful and cramp :( then sit very long and very tired :( then after that rushed to SMP briefing. need to fork in a lot of efforts! jiayou peishan! jiayou jacqueline and rongying :D haha :) then went up to change clothes and fall in. then mrs wong talked talked talked. lets listen to her and stay committed ;) yay! then SP. and yayness! concerto d'amore is being played! YAY!! i already play the song for a very long time, just that i didnt care for the correct tonguing :x opps. caravan is nice :) need to prac swing though. i dnt have blues shades scores D: i think im dying for that piece. seems hard T.T oh man!! at end of band, mr ng announced the indoor test results. grats yuanwen and frederick for getting into main band :) and roy for being SL and myself for being ASL (zzz) hahaha. i will try my best.

going sleep now :) tmr there's piano!

and hey rachel and cheryl, i like! l _ _ c _ _ _ _ _ _ :) not what _e_e_ _e hahaha :)

dead blog o.o

2009-10-28T20:30:00.002+08:00

who cares! :D im happy with my results. though like LA, history and chinese not like super good, im happy with it le ^^ haha :) at least i improved my LA and chinese. history idk lah :x

i saw jamie and miss koh today! :o so coincidence ! miss koh dont want talk to me. cos weather hot. lol :x erm sorry guys :x

im proving to you that im not blur, im proving to you that im pro. im proving to you that im not useless.

:) i will do it :D

`and i will work hard :x ^^

EOY

2009-10-25T10:47:00.002+08:00

omg, tomorrow.... release of EOY results... i have to say... i really wish i do well... though i think that i didnt put in my best... the day before science eoy i was bejeweled-ing... well... i did revise hard... but some stuffs... need the skill... i wish i have it... my english... i just wish i have normal grades for it... not a failing grade... im not crying over how bad my english is... i know i need to put in effort to improve my english... but... it's too late...

well... i just hope i did well for science and math... the last 2 papers... i have 3 days or even 4 days to revise... i put in the most effort in science... i just hope it work... though there are still questions where i am not sure of the answers... hais....

okay stop emoing... tomorrow there's band :o omg i didnt practise alot... tone suck... :x scales :x ahhh! :x later prac :X

im back

2009-10-21T23:16:00.003+08:00

hello. im back. EOY's over! i bet no one vist my blog cos it's dead. and it is just reborn! (:

guess screwed up EOY. haha. dont care (: i tried my best and thats the truth :x i think..

panicked with maths yesterday. almost lost my hjope for math. luckily, i got it back (: and manage to check the paper. yayness! thanks people who wished me. i feel guilty to people who gave me presents. i didnt erm, give you all mahh... sorry this year is so stressful and i not mood in buying presents :( sorrrrry!

tmr then continue blogging. internet
s lagging.... i cant see what i type.. hais.

2009-07-25T18:14:00.003+08:00

zzz. i swam 35 laps suddenly. after 3 years of not swimming. zzz. fingers most suan. will i collapse ah? :O alamaks.

anw, go do homework le!! :D 3 more to go!!! JIAYOU JIAYOU (: (:

you seem emo, yet i dont dare to ask, cos we are not close.

SIANZ!

tmr clarinet! hope i can improve the holding note :(:(

2009-07-25T11:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THIRI :D:D:D sorry not being the first. i had my desserts for i have nightmares :(

2009-07-25T11:29:00.001+08:00

yesterday was the scariest night i ever had. yesterday dreams was the scariest i ever had. :(

booo..

yeah. kept saying i want go swimming ytd at SP. im dying with short breath liaoz T.T must go swim more =.= 3 year no swim. -.- zzzz.? or isit 4 liaoz -.- so yeahhh.. but i dont know if parents allow. what crap H1N1 lah T.T

tomorrow meeting pat first then meet SIP and FPS group to do proj..

homework not done due to my laziness =.=

1)MOV reflection
2)geog essay
3)french redaction
4)french revision

2009-07-23T21:37:00.004+08:00

BOOYA! rongying's smartt! cos i tell her the method of not falling asleep! hmmm she got 20 cents for free! and ijust said goodbye to my 20cents T.T

and rongying, i was talking about her helping me arrange while i check the arrangement got whai, etc. haha! i know you are a good girl :D hahahaha! who helps me in chem :D

spot check today! lol. i think is quite good bah :D

LA timed compre. OH WOW. we are not being informed at all T.T hmph! angry angry!!!! and how we suppose to read for MOV reflections!! we didnt even touch it T.T

ahhh! :D

PC :D

check out my occupations after taking the PGI quiz (:

Occupations to Consider
Cardiovascular Technologists
Radiation Therapists
Diagnostic Radiographers
Anaesthesiologists
Ultrasound Technologists
Medical/Laboratory Technologists
Environmental Health Officers
Laboratory Officers (Health)
Environmental Health Officers (Senior)
Perfusionists
Optometrists
Oral Surgeons
Dentists
Physiotherapists

cool huh =.= everything i was not very interested last week. hohoho! i want to be the doctor or whatever who check on baby growth! LOL. then i turn despo of having babies. LOL LOL :S what i got is like so cool :O hehehehe (: like all is like health -.-
my investigative was the highest. lol :S

and becks ah becks. waste my tobacco paper[fyi, i smoke. LOL jkjk] to write a love letter to me. zzz. think i stupid to fall to your trick that someone asked you to write? zzz! :D im smart (: (:

tired :O

storyboard not done. cos i left it in school. zzz. pro me in action once again =.= but i editted the script! wheee! :D

2009-07-22T22:06:00.003+08:00

nobody's reading :( awww. who cares :D i rarely really blog nowadays.. hahas (:

well. found a new way of not falling asleep. realised it during ACC. hohoho. want to know? 20cents each! then i teach you :D it works for me :D hahaha! :D

not touching clarinet till friday. feel slacky liaoz. cos mon night, tue night prac. and is like quite prac that kind, play like half of all scales that kind.. then terence yong say i prac too much then embrochure weaken. must rest. oppps. :S i hope it can faster come back !!

math was terrible. similar triangles drove me crazy. is hard for me to understand. especially when needed to explain!! im a failure in such stuffs. what's worst is that. after that is math soc. do AMC prac papers. quite okay. quite careless. do math while listening to the outside vendor teaching. just took note of the correct answer. more than half of the class wasnt listening :S lol T.T

oh and thanks l.xinyi for helping me in arranging tables and chairs!! :D:D

bus 158-ed home. super tired :O sleeep :D hahahaa! :D

and just finished LA. the second part i really dk what to write. i just wrote one point for each :S lol :X paiseh! not pro in LA.

guess after this is math. if got time start on computing de storyboard. omg. is due last week. that mr lim is scary also T.T

** THANKYOU SISTER FOR RANDOMLY GIVING ME WATERBOTTLE THAT LOOK SIMILAR TO MY OLD ONE :D though it look abit kiddy. the thought that counts :D and thanks for the kinderjoy!!! :D though the toy is not the one you once got. i still like it. more of my type anw :D yayness! :D

2009-07-20T23:43:00.003+08:00

pray hard i didnt tongue wrongly
pray hard i can hold for 30s
pray hard my tone is nice and round
pray hard that mr ng is not noticing my name is yps
pray hard that mr ng forgot that he listened to me today
pray hard
pray hard
pray hard that i wont fail indoor test!!!

scales is no problem now. is the tongue and breath :(　hais.

sometimes, letting go is love. isnt that one of our LA speech's topic? is just so true (:

2009-07-19T23:30:00.001+08:00

tomorrow's indoor test. well how do i feel? nothing. a bit of nervous. but seriously NOTHING.

first indoor test: total panic. played E major. without tonguing. total success in notes. F minor. tongued. kept wrong for more than 5 times. trumpet and rockin is like always. no squeak no wrong notes. score: 92/100

second indoor test: all scales: failed. idk what was i thinking about. credentium: all running notes uneven. semi quavers like speed of 92. success with no squeak. bar 327 forgot press one key. then squeak =.= cos busy thinking about mr ng's words. overture. running uneven. others still can. score: 76/100

third indoor test: idk.

i just love the clarinet. i just want play it well. i just want to have a clarinet sound coming out. stop playing a joke on me, heaven. by messing up my indoor test tmr D:

jiayou peeps (:

`i just realised how dangerous day dreaming is. you day dream someone wil make you happy. then you think it will happen and happily awaits the happiness. in the end. that someone just hurt you so so so so badly. yet you still think, that person isnt on purpose. that person wants me be happy.

stupid fool. yps. that person just out to take advantage of you!

2009-07-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

something to announce:

RONGYING AH. YOUR JUNIOR JIARONG IS THE ONE TAGGING ON MY BLOG. AHAHAHAHA! he's evil D: he dao me on purpose. then talk to venus and treat me invisible D: hmph! scold him okay! :D but long time never see him liaoz. (:

meredith: im damn PRO in blowing the bubble to STOP IT FROM BURSTING! i helped RSS win the MBS mahha bodhi? idk how spell. hahaha! (: i so pro :D

well, homework almost done. left with LA reflections :D

happy happy! tmr prac clarinet like siao. hope mouth wont too pain :S

indoor coming up! jiayou peeps. tell mr ng that WE ARE THE BEST. mr ng think im lousy. cos i dont go bandroom OFTEN. oh well. he dont know how often i go there. AHEM. i cant rmb the number of times, so as to tell or hint him how hardworking i am. i know i prac. thats enough.

:)

thanks erm. math pro for teaching chem O.O lol! hahahaha! we are math pro, minesweeper pro and chem IDIOTS :D wheee! :D

happy happy! 2 hearts are beating together;

2009-07-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

tsz waved to me today! LOL. cool (:

nice junior ^^

2009-07-13T21:34:00.001+08:00

YOU REMIND ME OF THE BABE!
WHAT BABE?
BABE OF THE POWER!
WHAT POWER?
POWER OF VONDOO!
WHO DO?
YOU DO!
DO WHAT?
REMIND ME OF THE BABE!

~it's stuck on my head!

2009-07-13T19:16:00.001+08:00

IF JIARONG EVER SEE THIS -.-

I'M YOUR SENIOR FROM 2L. VENUS FRIEND.

LAST YEAR YOU SEE ME BEFORE. OR RATHER GROUPED WITH ME BEFORE.

I HELPED IN YOUR MATH & SCIENCE CAMP KAY. I KNOW RSS WON FIRST -.-

SO IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO ASK. WHO AM I -.-

IM THE CLARINET PLAYER. PRO BUBBLE BLOWER.

REMEMBER?! ;o

2009-07-12T16:54:00.003+08:00

just prac clarinet! :D well play all 4 type of scales, played bach suite(failed terribly with breaks. sight reading), concerto d'amore(dotted rhythm all wrong-.-), overture no 1, and some more i forgot. well, my tone is getting badder! omg :S what's happening!

RADON MUST PLAY CONCERTO D'AMORE! :D:D:D

WHEEE!

go bathe. come back FPS liaoz ): oh man. clarinet i will miss you alots.

JIAYOU YPS! :D

gonna heck care rude people.

2009-07-11T21:01:00.002+08:00

低调

嬉笑打闹拥抱留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠熬过了最低潮
一起生活也一起埋怨过走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明你知道

晨昏日夜颠倒这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好再多关心都徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好我想你一定会选择
假装不知道只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

晨昏日夜颠倒这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好再多关心都徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好我想你一定会选择
假装不知道只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

我的难过是如此低调因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好我想你一定会选择
假装不知道难道是我对我自己不够好

emo emo emo!

anw, ytd played netball. FUN LIKE SIAO. had fun guarding weiqiang xD im quite good defender kay! and i shoot in two times! after that two times cant in liaoz T.T lol

then lunch at kallang leisure kfc. had fun dian ge-ing before that :D wheee! BABYBABY! BIAN HAO 89757! :D

then movie(: not duplicity(sadly) or obsessed(happily). it's ice age 3!

overall quite good

tmr do geog, sip script, fps revision.
later LA, french.

2009-07-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

prac clarinet today! hohoho! wholetone and pentone. still okay :D wheee!

tmr's class outing. movie first then lunch. well i make up all those. oppps. T.T last min mah D: hope no one is angry xD okay. i want watch duplicity! not transformers/ice age. too violence/kiddy. i think duplicity is still okay, better than obsessed =.=

and well, sometimes, people just think they are right :(

schedule!

friday:
do chinese summary page 3 to 10
do YDTB
memorize periodic table
do science worksheet

saturday:
do geog
do letter writing

sunday:
do math assignment
revise FPS.

2009-07-08T23:05:00.001+08:00

going sleep soon ^^

well, slept during ACC cos project work till super sian. like sleep 15mins =.= then geog after that. geog teacher didnt know timetable changed need come half hour early. so i sleep for half hour. then he came in and class greet. i still sleeping =.= zzz. no one woke me lah!

then after school. shoot me failing test == then i so lame create name called jasmine ang hui min! then i end up laughing heavily =.= then when FINALLY shoot finish with mrs koh (though im smiling secretly). wow. thanks 2L. EVERYONE LITERALLY CLAPPED =.= and before that whole class laughed when i broke out in laughter T.T alamaks lah!!

then after that SP. sightread pieces. sucker. i sucker =.= ter more pro. wheee! his sound damn good. im praising him :o but i will improve too! in sightreading and most importantly the rhythm T.T need rhythmic exercises T.T

and i stole a clarinet 1 score from some random clarinet file. LOL. is my fav song. loved it. often hear from imeem. but now i have the score! HOHOHO! if not wrong is weijie's. so if he come here(but i doubt), im dead =.= but got 2 of the same piece. so it's okay bah ^^

off to bed! (:

2009-07-07T22:51:00.002+08:00

hohoho! i improved in french. improved 8 marks in controle! good improvement for me. though people like venus is WAY above me =.= but my own improvements are most important :D

yipeee!

off for ACC research D:
oh man!

BUT YES! tmr got LSP (hope it's nice.), geog science math! :D

and! CLARINET :D

and and and! i wash my swab, pencil case and hp pouch! clean clean now xD !

2009-07-06T19:08:00.003+08:00

today was great :D

computing with cass being our main char (:
quite okay.
unglam me saying no =.= zzz!

ahhh! ghost ghost!

talked about ghost stuffs while going sxinyi house. on mrt, bus, etc.

then in the end, we sort of slacked. then wanted play hotel 626. in the end cant load =.=

so i came up with watching 1408. so funny can! i keep laughing and spoiling about what's going happen next. then i dont dare watch AGAIN.

the happy ending is really nice! mike got saved :D

then erm. i took the courage to watch the burnt face. IS NOT SCARY LAH -.- i thought is super duper. cos almost the whole clarinet section screamed that day. lol. LOL. not scary =.=

then thiri started with her final destination. so we watched the tanning room. OMG SO SCARY. they are stuck and burning hot T.T so omgness. then on fire D: so scary!!

wonder if have nightmares :S

2009-07-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

guess i've been slacking. cos i didnt plan what i want to do. so in the end, on computer, start slacking all over. time passes really fast.

what i've done yesterday:
i went piano, in the groove was great. first page. total blast of confidence. lol. but second page didnt prac the last part. lol. so crapped. haha (: but it's okay. i thought giga was good, but my piano teacher say must prac that. and my worst piece, andante, she actually say is good =.= okay..... i love giga and in the groove! started to lose interest in andante. though in the first place i love that piece like crazy. cos now i dont get the meaning of the piece. what im playing is plainly notes. i dont get the music at all!!! argh. all i know is slow and smoothing. but that isnt enough T.T argh!

auntie was doing moodle quizzes. so kiasu moi. went to do too! omg =.= i not good in trigo :D means i can improve! i love to improve you know! is better than stucking at one place without moving. and haha in your face auntie -.- i did like more than 30 over trigo and i didnt die -.- within time limit too! :D just that word problems a bit O.O for me. then headaches started coming == :( then i dao-ed shaun who i asked math to -.- cos i went to sleep at like 11.25-.- and guess what time i wake up. 1.30 ZZZ. and he's still online. and meredith's still online. LOL. two weirdos. owls lah o.o

today!
woke up late. like 9am -.- tj was like erjie! qi lai le. once again. it feels like holidays. then after bathing. my grandma did something to my hair. she say is fun. oh wow. =.= i wonder my hair is still my hair mah D: so scary!! after eating. after doing stuffs on my hair. went out to eat lunch. fast right! LOL. then have chicken rice! the chicken is damn nice :D:D:D hahaha! then dad fetch moi to white sands. reach there like at 12 -.- so early. so went white sand lib. borrow a super thick book. but i love it. is about craft art! :D i love those kinds of art. admiring is nice, but i cant do. need what punch lah, what paper lah. wait till EOYs over bah (: do it for my loved ones ^^ hahas.

went viv house. did poster. i tell you kay. IS SUPER NICE ^^ wakakakakaka! better watch out :D is so nice!!! love brown now :D but green still my fav colour! go green mah (: hahaha! then random here there. then snacked. from toally sleepy mood to high mood can! eat choc, drink coke! woooh! thanks to a special friend, who forced me to drink coke, i start liking it liaoz. but i wont drink often. if not my teeth die ^^

so planning for tmr! (:

list to do:
5)revise FPS
4)do LA reflections
2)do eportfolio reflections
1)do one more math quiz.
3)do geog essay structure

kay, lets see!
8.30 - 2/3 --> computing!
start work: 5.30pm
5.30 - 6.00 --> math quiz
6.00 - 7.00 --> bathe, dinner
7.00 - 7.30 --> eportfolio, artefacts, towner pics, rhythm pics
7.30 - 8.30 --> geog essay structure
8.30 - 9.30 --> LA reflections on MOV
9.30 - 10.30 --> revise FPS steps 1 to 3

okay random now! (:
zzz quiz =.= so slack me. sleepy. cant do anything. guess abit eport later...

Grab Your Phone.
1. it's missing -.-
2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone? opps. is me testing pic frame on my sis. so lame :o
3. What's your ringtone? 身边
4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M? Maisarah
5. Who's the last person you called? Julia
6. Who was your last missed call from? ChingYing
7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C? Camp Cher, LOL
8. Who's your speed dial number 2? dont have
9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say? omg -.- "a 9 yr old girl =D akshini, is in a critical stage, suffering from blood cancer. her father needs 200k for operation. all networks agreed to give 10cents for each msg. please forward tis sms now to at least 10 people if possible. with your kind heart, many good things will come back to your life in return"
10. Who was your last received call from?Daddy, rushing me home.
11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say? need my clarinet? (LOL :D)
12. How many messages are currently in your inbox? 1952. opps. is okay. my phone is big enough to save SO MANY SMS :o
13. What is the wallpaper? theme de. pink plants growing LOL. is nice kay! ^^
14. Who's speed dial number 1? dont have
15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox? patricia
16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B? hehe. bassoon, fena. LOL
17. How many bars of signal do you currently have? 5
18. What network are you on? singtel
19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox. ok i shall say those i remember! patricia, weiqiang, auntie, thiri, cass, all XXLC, janice, class comm, meredith, abigail, vernice, zhenhui, ralene! :D oln rocks (: others... erm -.-
20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say? ya... (-.- dont care.)
21. Who is the first person in your contacts?amanda
22. Who is the last name in your contacts? zhenhui!
23. What does the last text in your inbox say? lol. "93294288 tried call you 2 times while you were not reachable. this service is brought to you free by SingTel Mobile
24. What is your screensaver? IJ girl :D
25. What is your balance? idk. idk whats that o.o LOL
26. Who's the last person under H? Huiyu
27. What is your bluetooth name?YPSS!
28. How many numbers are in your phone?idk
29. Could you live without it? no. lost of connection -.-.

whee!off to eport. though blog is still as boring. though with a quiz.

posted by: yeo!

2009-07-03T23:00:00.001+08:00

H1N1 I HATE YOU

2009-07-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

happy post!

whee! you guys brighten up my day and cooled my day at ECP.

well, slept at 1am, then sleep like totally for first time. i dream when i sleep on my table lah. imagine how sleepy and sleep lover i am. okay my dream is lame okay :S so naturally, i wasnt on a very good mood. and dread xxlc outing cos im super tired :O to say the truth lah. but i love it now :D

cass and rongying were gaying. so i asked them to be demure and cross legs and cover their legs. then i keep asking them to follow me. LOL. then i realised it was so SISSY that we burst out in laughter :S

i thought i can cheng1 till school end, and was proud of myself that im still awake during la. =.= then shortly after i dozing off liaoz. de2 yi1 tai4 zao3 :S

so XXLC outing!

everyone except me and venus were doing computing. so venus and me bo liao to do anything. so i took out my five stones to play! :D lol. then jingpei joined in. i was at the last stage when the game ended and venus and jingpei at the stage before last stage. so im like the winner? LOL jkjk :S

then wheee go parkway parade. went subway and ordered subway meltz with venus. all XXLC ordered subway meltz. LOL (: we so bonded huh!

after that.. we went toilet. lol o.o

then ECP! walked there. so ulu :S and dangerous the cars. T.T

at ecp. talked about lots of random stuffs. yeah. shant say any secrets here :o dont say my secret out okay!!! LOL =.= then lots of fun laughing at jingpei's fatness.

took photos. then 5 of us (rebecca, venus, melvin, jingpei and me) squeeze at viv dad car back seat. cant imagine right! :O lol! fun trip. i was like the most shuang, other than viv.

then bought donuts! shall eat later. it called "fall in love" ooooooo...

I LOVE XXLC! (: you brighten up my day! you all de retardness and mine merge together is the most RETARDED group! lol! and my spotlight always get stolen! HMPH! :D (: im quiet, which makes me like the most non talkative member in the XXLC. thanks for understanding! lol! but i laugh the most =.= i guess!

XXLC RAWKS(:

posted by: yeo!

2009-07-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

the issue about give and take
what is give? and what is take? an english idiot here is trying to explain for some reasons. as she realises, she's giving more than taking from a specific friend, and she's getting tired of it TOTALLY.

give. can be in forms of caring, helping, initiating, etc. you do it with good intentions for peers. you spend time "giving" your friend. what you merely expect? a "thankyou" at least yeah? when you dont get that small little "thankyou", how would you feel? to me, i feel that this friend is taking me for granted and thinking i'm all out to help her/him. i will feel hurt at times too. is just like basic courtesy to say a "thankyou". just like when you do something wrong you say "sorry" "giving" can make yourself happy as you helped someone in need. however, giving too much isn't good as you slowly spend lesser time caring for yourself. and if met this kind of people who doesn't say "thankyou" is does not make you happy, worse make you feel sad

take. can be in forms of receiving gifts, help, care, etc. you are being cared for. sometimes, you asked to be "take". for example, you seek help from your friends in studies. it is natural for one to "take" as we aren't perfect and we can't do all the things ourselves. hence, "taking" is evitable. how to "repay" the people who helped us? most importantly, a "thankyou" to prove to the person that he/she did not help for nothing. "thankyou" is really powerful word/are really powerful words that people liked alot. i like that word alot myself, to say the truth. to "repay" the person, you should also "give" them something. "give" as in helping. when they need help, don't stop to think, just simply try your best to help. it is rude to ignore as you sort of "indebt" with the person. if you cant seem to help, ask others to help. for example myself, i sometimes ask seniors about studies. i feel extremely guilty as i cant help them in THEIR studies obviously, so sadly all i can do is just "THANKYOU!THANKYOU!THANKYOU!" but at least i appreciate their kindness alot alot.

it just tires me out when i kept on helping someone and when i seek help from them, they just treat me as nothing. is just make me feel so pissed. argh. have been pissed for like 2 hours -.- oh man. im sleeping late again. im like so pissed. pissed. pissed. and thanks to this friend, i think i will be crying myself to sleep later.

complaining to low is so fun! :D

`posted by: yeo!

2009-06-29T18:11:00.005+08:00

one word. suay.

hais, that discribe my day.

geog was alright. hope mrs chin get well soon :o

PCCG was LOL with mr tan arranging. sitting with cass, rongying and zongming. should be okay :D

GAP was wow. that teacher damn good in catching people using handphones o.o quite okay.. but i still dont really like it :S

RS was fast. individual timed assesement coming up! oh no :( jyjy!
-3 problems
-1 UP
-3 solutions
-3 critera
-grid
-action plan.

in terms of ideas should be okay. but my phrasing damn bad :(

anw! clarinet! :D lol -.- scales = DIE. -.- unless i prac 5 min before mr ng test :S lol. cmi with julia lah! and got a reed 3 half ! :D hohoho! i have upgraded like finally -.- to 3 half. *all my 2half NEW reeds are rotting at home :o*

oh well, guess everytime i will miss it. i always MISS your fd. too bad for me then! hais. those bbkk sound LOL!

friend, i realised you never fail to help me. always. when i ask you will be there to aid my homework! omg. you damn nice! wheeee! ^^ thanks a million (: just that when i ask you to help help. you dont really like it. but it's okay! :D yay!

singapore is one of affected countries! :O cant we close down schools? i still have the hols mood D:

i need to sleep. sss

should stop acting blur..

2009-06-26T21:32:00.003+08:00

feeling really not good mood after all. holidays are ending! :( omg. i dread it to end. i love this holidays. though a lot of sad things happened. as in really ALOT. look at me. blur me in action. you cant see it yeah? a lot of things happened this holidays. both good and bad. but are some good really good after all? i doubt so.

chinese! (:
这几天真的很累。五天里，四天都在往外出，往外跑，赶学业。都没有睡我爱的午觉! 那是多么伤心的一件事啊！有时学业真让我喘不过气。不止学业，连家庭，朋友的问题都让我觉得很累，很想放弃，把它们全忘了。但是，到头来，问题还是存在的。

原本，我打算的假期是温习我的科目，加强我的语文。但是，我究竟做了什么？我只温习了科学，数学的假期功课已足够让我更明白algebra了。但是，其它科目，我真的没碰到。多悲哀啊。

剩下几天了？两天。四十八小时能做着什么？我不能再犹豫了。我不能再浪费时间了。我真的没时间了。不是说我的功课没做完，而是我想完成的事并非开始，更何况完成它们。

所以。安排时间！

抱歉，英文

what to complete:
revise essay
touching up on xybj
FPS
read merchant of venice ¾

revisions:
geography
read all LA notes
read all history notes
write one zhou ji
read parts of zuo wen book.

saturday
morning:
wake up time: 8am
prac piano (TGS, omg -.- in the groove. last min work. sorry T.T)
afternoon:
3 to 4: revise essay
4 to 5: find pictures for xybj
5 to 6: paste on xybj
night:
7 to 9: read FPS notes and try remember the steps thoroughly
9 to 11: read merchant of venice

Sunday
morning:
wake up time: 8am
9 to 10: read all geog ppt
10 to 11: read all LA notes
11 to 12: read all history to notes
afternoon:
1 to 2: write one zhou ji
2 to 4: read parts of zuo wen book
4 to 5: read zao bao
5 to 6: read merchant of venice
night:
7 to 9: practise clarinet (ask someone random letter, test scales)
9 to 9.30: pack bag. OMGNESS T.T
9.30 to 10: goal setting? :o
10 to 10.30: prepare for racial thing
10.45: SLEEP OMG PLEASE.

这就是我的时间表！你认为我能办得到吗？看起来十分简单。但是当情绪来敲门时，我想就惨了。

昨天真累。朋友，我们一定一定要坚持到底。不能让任何东西打败我们，知道吗！友谊万岁！

我的愿望真的是睡觉。不管我有什么恶梦，我从不从睡窝里跳出来，或大喊一声，直冒冷汗。我爱睡，谁不呢？睡觉能让我短时间忘记烦恼，做我想发生的事。有时真的梦到了，还能傻傻地望着天，想着那甜蜜的梦，然后傻笑着，希望会成真。

睡觉吧，朋友们。

2009-06-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

first of all. SORRY REBECCA. till now haven send you my reflections :(!!

second:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TENGJUN!
tengjunpeishanhuiyusinhwabirthday (typed by tengjun! LOL! )
i almost forgot about your birthday! too busy with work le :( sorry cute brother!
jillian say you cute! LOL jillian is cute too :D

today go with auntie to erm study == failed again LOL. zzz. for auntie at least. never finish work. busy!! going to chiong reflections! :S

`you should notice, i dont talk. cos im super super super cold. if i talk i get colder. thats why im so quiet. is just cos im cold.

~ i didnt expect your reaction to be so bigg, auntie ==

NO SCHOOL PLEASE!

2009-06-21T23:11:00.005+08:00

quick post. what most important is still my dream :(
had been huachi-ing this week :S

okay! friday night
WATCHED ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND. rawks okay!!! more than what boys over flowers ==
IT RAWKS TOTALLY!!! knight looked super fake. but still he's shuai!!!! SO SHUAI AND CARING OKAYYYY!!! xD omg hua chi == but seriously! he's the most shuai guy in the show. others only okay okay only... KNIGHT RAWKS! though he isnt real :(

okay saturday!
oh well, piano-ed. teacher talked about my posture again == but sit as straight as when i play clarinet!! :D lol (:
then restaurant-ed at tian jing lou. lol (: treated dad. though i didnt pay any $$ :S lol. the chickenwing is SUPER nice!!! and the dessert too :D
then night safari-ed. omg i didnt expect so ex okay! $32 per adult. omg... i want go zoo. then bu jiu broke again?! anw. night safari is nice !!! bought a glow in the night shirt :D whoo! :D but not the one i wanted. the WOLF damn shuai can!!! SOOOOOOOOOO SHUAI! D: argh. but not my size == lol. the tram ride is cool can see a lot of animals. but super tired liaoz. saw rhino, elephant, the BIGGEST elephant in night safari. DAMN BIG!! also see a lot of deers, the laughing dog/wolf whatever. i forgot the name. also hippo! giraffe! lion! tiger! ermmms. some black and white thing! LOL! erms. the biggest rodent! DAMN CUTEEEEE!!! SUPER DUPERRRRR!! also see... erm erm... i forgot. :S anw damn cute nice!!! :D
then the creatures of the night show. i liked the emcee to crazy okay. he talk good. shuai also. OMG D: he called mark. whooo! mark isnt a nice name. :S he speak french. lol. about no flash on camera. i only caught s-il vous plait and merci beaucoup. a bit lan but. I LOVE THE EMCEE!! xD okay the show was SUPER GOOD. though a bit hot. :S the animals damn cute and smart!! the snake was scaryyyy :S SO BIG OKAY. is like?! from some random box under the seats!!!! the recycling bin animals were funny too :D

enjoyed the night. returned home and total SNORE :D sleep till 9.30 next morning

today okay.
morning nothing much, woke late.
afternoon, went some place. in the end didnt found the place :S then chiong bathe to go tampines to find pat.
night. section dinner with clarinets. lol. a bit not high. learnt how to play pig. lol. hahaha. then boring :S then din. i dont even know what im eating == 6 people ordered PORK. LOL PORK PORK PORK! :D haha. then we realised WE ARE LATE==
then we CHOING as in RUN == to VCH. but still late -.- okay the man outside say we not late. is they early start LOL :D the con was good! bassoon rocked. okay i have new insight of the cello. didnt know it SO LOUD AND PRODUCE SUCH RICH SOUND OKAY!! it rawks. that guy damn pro!!!! :D the twaine was good too :D just that he sweat a bit too much. lol. jkjk. (:

okay here i am. lol ==

DREAM.
i dreamt you called me. first time man. i was like OMG. ____ call me!!! i picked up the phone. a bit weird lah == sound actually not really like you. you sounded super far away. you asked me what im doing. whether i was going to school for idk thing. then i was laughing at you for you need to go to school. i just found out. you rock! omg you rock! omg hua chi == i wish it was real lah. you speak chinese damn friendly. not that eng not. we both are chinese people mah ^^ ahhhh. why isit a dream :( hmph!! when will we be talking ? hmph!! AHHHH! lol == idkidkidk sorry.

argh. going school for computing tmr!! 8am. omg so early :O i'm so sorry i didnt contribute in the script :( but it's good. :D lol! (:

tuesday - going to do project

wednesday - go out with auntie.

ARGH I AINT FOLLOWING MY TIMETABLE :(

and my merchant of venice. OH CRAP MAN IM LIKE AT WHAT PAGE? 87. CONGRATS ME MAN. more than 150++ pages to go!!! :(

this week is sucking. I WANT MORE HOLIDAY! I DONT WANT GO SCHOOL! :(

~ i suddenly have this STRONG urge to play yi qian nian yi hou instrumental. on clarinet D: but who have scores..? i love yi qian nian yi hou like crazy suddenly :S

2009-06-17T21:19:00.002+08:00

class outing on 15 june! (:
it was okay after all ^^ didnt rain! (: well at first class comm didnt plan enough well. cos i aint a good CP you see.. :S and vice and treasurer were playing with water gun == and secre went to fetch people at tao nan (: well the relay was quite a funny one. be station master with jian chong for the first round, then other time is help people find treasure liao :S

station master was fun! (: esp asking noobies like weiqiang to restart everytime he drop the five stones! DAMN SHUANG YOU KNOW! xD and poor felicia. :S you really noob in five stones! but you still manage to catch 3 in a row without dropping ^^ hahas.

the treasure hunt. OH WOW darien and jianchong. damn pro in burrying. weiqi fake magnetic that kind SO SMALL and put in the sand to find. == in the end we had class bonding in finding the seeds :S everyone was digging blahs. knee pain lahs! D: pro jianchong and darien. but indeed aid in class bonding LOL ^^

then is charades. damn funny. thanks to jianchong for wonderful list. == :S mine was easy. lol CAOCAO! lol. thanks chityee for telling me grass :D yipees! melvin's one was zzzz. :S and sorry julia! make you kenna so hard one. CHARADES :S HAHAHA xD

then sponge captainball. OH WOW. == eat sand rather game.. mouth got the creekcreek/crackcrack sound lah! D; whats sponge+sand+water? DISGUSTING COMBO!!! Dx the thing is flying all around! D; heng change rule of hitting class comm. if not i kenna like == face all sand? :S then so funny. rebecca damn pro in defending me somehow. we are like drawing random hearts [aids in distracting her xD AND ALSO ME ==] then weiqiang suddenly: PEISHAN CATCH! i stand up BEFORE rebecca can! then in the end she damn reactive just stand and interccept that disgusting thing. LOL. then we continue drawing random stuffs :S

then suddenly melvin fall. the game jiu ended liaoz :S hahaha (:

then truth or dare was boring. everyone no idea/tired mah. == then i kenna some stupid question who in the class de guys is most kissable == i REALLY cant think of any can == all either nerd nerd or idk lah. :S then in the end i say zhimin LOL. mainly cos he's not here at class outing. LOL xD ps and sorry zhimin! :S

then dinner at macs.

took 197 to bedok then 87 home. talked to venus about a lot of ACADEMIC STUFFS. LOL :S

yesterday
quite a sad day seriously.
people who were with me should know.. :( especially auntie. haiz ==
I LSOT MY BOTTLE AT BUGIS LIB D: im so sorry :(
at ECP alr lost my winnie the pooh bottle. then again lost the marina barrage bottle.
AH PEK I KNOW THAT BOTTLE IS MINE. why say it yours!!! :( :(
then ML was so detective and lawyerish. make me and auntie == and lol-ing.
for the whole journey to hougang. she was talking about it over and over! D: lol.

blahs, it my fault. yeah. (:

TODAY.
total slack. went 401 today. then home jiu sleep sleep sleep :S lol paiseh lah! then eat lunch jiu sleep sleep sleep. damn shuang can! :D then i need to drink disgusting bitter gourd soup with bitter gourd D: drink for 1 hour near 2 hours. LOL :S

okay i didnt follow my timetable. shall REPLAN :S

thurday
[MORNING] PRAC PIANO. FIRST OF ALL. revise biology first term stuffs. - microbiology, balanced diet, food tests 8D my favourite! :D
[AFTERNOON] clarinet prac-ing then read MOV summary. ALL. :D then read some part of MOV real book (okay i dont like this Dx).
[NIGHT] read the zuo wen book. free time = dl maple :D

friday
[MORNING] PRAC PIANO FIRST OF ALL. revise biology second term stuffs. - circulatory system. digestive i revised yesterday ^^. do piano theory homework.
[AFTERNOON] prac clarinet. continue read MOV. read 30 pages. LOL o.o ask other classes for history notes. MAKE CHEESE FOR SIP! 8D a bit smelly though Dx
[NIGHT] do math online quizzes xD MY FAVOURITE :D WHOO! free time = dl maple :D

saturday
[MORNING] PRAC PIANO.
[AFTERNOON] piano lesson till 2. reach home PRAC CLARINET. reread geography ppt. start to memorize.
[NIGHT] start reading about physic and chemistry. read MOV 20 pages.

sunday - [MORNING] PRAC PIANO. read MOV 30 pages [AFTERNOON] HOHOHO. SLEEP! (: 4.30pm read MOV 20 pages [NIGHT] PRAC CLARINET read chinese newspaper. read zuo wen book. SLEEP EARLY! 8D

monday
[MORNING] PRAC PIANO. reread all LA notes and take down self notes :D (shall be positive in LA T.T) read national geographic! (:
[AFTERNOON] prac clarinet. read chinese book. for leisure. i need rest kay! :D try drawing with left hand (boost up creativity? o.o)
[NIGHT] write zhou ji for fun! :D omg i love this life seriously!! (: continue reading science physics and chemistry (:

just reshuffling the things i once planned. :D
jiayou YPS! (:

guess it fate after all. we will go through it once again. we'll do it better yeah? jiayou (: we can do it. with our hand power! ^^

preparation for the worst

2009-06-14T22:58:00.012+08:00

all homework done ^^

tagboard is dead but i really care :o
all these blogpost is actually for self references actually.

what did i do today?
i praced piano. hardworking for 1st time T.T just realised exam coming :O and what crap im playing T.T my andante and in the groove D:
"finish" my xiao yuan bi ji! paste paste paste paste :D
left with band room pic, which is not existing right now. my beloved senior XINTIAN is taking it (: see her nice nice name :D
xiao yuan bi ji quite nice ^^ yayness!
and yes. thankyou to patricia, shaun and xintian for editing! 8D in the order of sending. lol T.T
shaun's chinese is good o.o "wow"-ed by it.
then i went online...
talk to thiri and cass.. and my sis comment about what i did to msn a stupid thing. say im DA BEN DAN. haiz :(
then slack :D
lol. did essay bit by bit. thenn...
MOUSE SPOILT!
went "fishing" with it mah Dx lol
using TPC mouse now :S

finished essay like finally! :D all homework done! 8D
left with math, SIP, and MOV reading! (:

and mass revision! :D

hmmm, wanna watch movies like seriously D:
night at museum 2, drag me to hell (lol to myself, i know im not up to standard to watch that :S) !!!
meredith and some auntie going watch movie with me! :o
but till now date not decided D: and meredith is leaving for msia this coming sunday! :o
haiz T.T

and talking about going overseas. lol
today sms chingwoon, if have section outing before SWO.
know she going HONGKONG(OH MY GOSH D:)
then ask her wear mask come back xD so scary :o
take care senior! o.o dont anyhow spread H1N1.
hope you wont kenna :S

wanted to play maple today!
know about some KOC yesterday.
missed FBEyes AGAIN. and my own acc (:
well, that chief bandit guess is never will go online. :(
his acc got 200million okay! i want hack D: since he never play liaoz!!

okay plans for next week and last week of holidays ^^

3rd week
monday - class outing at ECP! (:

tuesday - guess im free? since my date with meredith and auntie is gone liaoz :o
so.. i shall.. [MORNING] PRAC PIANO. FIRST OF ALL. revise biology first term stuffs. - microbiology, balanced diet, food tests 8D my favourite! :D [AFTERNOON] clarinet prac-ing then read MOV summary. ALL. :D i feel happy studying :D:D WHEEEE! then read some part of MOV real book (okay i dont like this Dx). [NIGHT] read the zuo wen book. free time = dl maple :D

wednesday - not sure.. idk have date with meredith and auntie mahs
if dont have... [MORNING] PRAC PIANO FIRST OF ALL. revise biology second term stuffs. - digestive system, circulatory system. the stuffs i always get confused!! where vena cava, aorta. I LAST TIME PRO OKAY! but i all forgot liaoz xD [AFTERNOON] prac clarinet. continue read MOV. read 30 pages. LOL o.o ask other classes for history notes (mr zein didnt go through FINISH hist of singapore :o) MAKE CHEESE FOR SIP! 8D a bit smelly though Dx [NIGHT] do math online quizzes xD MY FAVOURITE :D WHOO! free time = dl maple :D

thursday - not sure.. idk have date with meredith and auntie mahs.. but actually have part outing, didnt give reply yet. but i put date with meredith and auntie as 1st priority, cos they more important to me ^^ lol. so guess im not free today. either date. or section outing (: lol. i decided to wear francophone shirt. LOL. it had been rotting. that big shirt. :D

friday - [MORNING] PRAC PIANO. reread all LA notes and take down self notes :D (shall be positive in LA T.T) read national geographic! (: [AFTERNOON] prac clarinet. read chinese book. for leisure. i need rest kay! :D do piano theory homework. try drawing with left hand (boost up creativity? o.o) [NIGHT] write zhou ji for fun! :D omg i love this life seriously!! (: starting reading science physics and chemistry (:

saturday - [MORNING] PRAC PIANO. [AFTERNOON] piano lesson till 2. reach home PRAC CLARINET. reread geography ppt. start to memorize. [NIGHT] continue reading about physic and chemistry. read MOV 20 pages.

sunday - [MORNING] PRAC PIANO. read MOV 30 pages [AFTERNOON] HOHOHO. SLEEP! (: 4.30pm read MOV 20 pages [NIGHT] PRAC CLARINET read chinese newspaper. read zuo wen book. SLEEP EARLY! 8D

ugh. 12.15am now == next time plan bahh ^^ i love myself! (:

i miss.. cucumber :( the one who cheers me up when im sad. cos i just bite off its head :o jkjk. but i miss cucumber like seriously :(

oh well. heard about the special round. congrats our juniors kendra and noel for getting 2nd/special round. i failed once again. i aint good as people think. every year is the same. i learnt. yet when it comes, i just cant get them :( haiz

2009-06-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

LOL CLARINET. SOME FRIEND OF MINE DREW IT. NICE? LOL

2009-06-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

You are 10:02 a.m.

You are breakfasty, like a pile of pancakes on a Sunday morning that have just the right amount of syrup, so every bite is sweet perfection and not a soppy mess. You are a glass of orange juice that's cool, refreshing, and not overly pulpy. You are the time of day that's just right for turning the pages of a newspaper, flipping through channels, or clicking around online to get a sense of how the world changed during the night. You don't want to stumble sleepily through life, so you make a real effort to wake your brain up and get it thinking. You feel inspired to accomplish things (whether it's checking something off your to-do list or changing the world), but there's plenty of time for making things happen later in the day. First, pancakes.

2009-06-09T23:26:00.003+08:00

homework.

i keep slacking T.T on com jiu slack.
since sunday, thanks to someone. i kept on thinking thinking thinking and thinking. think till my head pain, my heart pain. everything pain T.T then jiu no mood do homework T.T

schedule: IDK MUST FOLLOW STRICTLY
whats left:
homework:
nat geog worksheet
essay
xiao yuan bi ji
math holiday homework
yue du ka

projects:
SIP
math
ACC

what to do:
wednesday: MATH/SCIENCE PROJ AT VIVIAN'S HOUSE
1) finish nat geog worksheet at night
2) finish math holiday homework at night
3) blow clarinet - long notes
4) late at night - research on ACC 8D last min -.-

thursday: ACC PROJECT AT IDK WHERE
1) start on essay at night try finish at least the pros part (though i didnt even read the questions yet -.-) night
2) read chinese book at least 20 pages night, with energy please!
3) gather school pics for xiao yuan bi ji organise the thing properly (: late at night

friday: YAY DAY WHERE NO PROJECTS 8D
1) finish xiao yuan bi ji in the morning
2) prac piano in the afternoon
3) comment about JL. lol. so long liaoz. :S afternoon like around 5+
4) read 20 more pages for chinese book. then du yue du ka 8D read behind for inspiration 8D 8 to 10 plus
5) finish essay in 1 hour by 11pm
6) read merchant of venice on the internet. then the book

2009-06-09T18:41:00.003+08:00

shit man. heck about homework T.T

forgot delication to year 4s.

close ones (: lol. except some xD

chingwoon: hey SL! the one who always bully me in some way or another. thanks for everything (: remember got one time you teach me tonguing. no moving of chin. blah :D i hate it when you fa pi qi though xD but i guess it cant be helped? everyone will fa pi qi sometimes :) haha (: jiayou in your exams (: and yes. excel in clarinet still hor :D join SWO to excel more. then SH clarinet will turn more pro :D

zoe: hello squad leader :D well. yesyes. hamster xD hahahaa! you are a erally nice senior. who seldom flare up or scold. but you always say. what the pok o.o so weird D: jiayou in being 4M chairperson :D hahaha! and yes. thanks for listening to me whether i in tune or out (: and yes join SWO! to be better and let SH SYF shine :D jiayou in exams (: GOGO!

kristal: hello! (: first of all! sorry for kicking your water bottle down T.T lols! (: and real funny with you during full band for saga. esp when you accidentally in early or i in early. LOL. the weird faces we will make to each other. and when i dont put my clarinet nice nice you will give me some look also. LOL xD thanks for everything! sorry for times i dont get in tune with you D: lol. jiayou in everything! and in being NE REP xD

alissa: nice senior (: fun to talk to and bully. jkjk. thanks for the times you tell me about year 3 stuffs. and the MOV and TKAM stuffs (: hahaha! and yes. i will remember you who take JMC,JXC,JAC same as me :D wasted our piano years on those stupid courses! D: and yes your sight reading is pro!! :D jiayou in exam. and join SWO! (:

teresa: hello. didnt know you well. cos you in bass clarinet. seldom prac with clarinets. but can see that you are quite humourous. though your jokes everyone knows. LOL. jaiyou in bass clarinet (: never see you play clarinet before eh o.o LOL JIAYOU IN EXAMS (:

jaime: hello senior (: you are the one who teach year 1 last year (: i actually cant recognise you until you keep waving at me. LOLS. you are a nice senior who is patient (: you are pro in sigt reading also!!! that time overture. i total stone when you and alissa just play play play o.o LOL (: jiayou in exams ! (: must continue in SH kay ^^

chloe: funny senior. also hear you laughing with jaime and terence. lol. thanks for that card the ending. though his name is spelt wrongly. LOL :D but is the thought that counts. LOL :D hahaha (: you play real loud. i only notice when i sat beside you for sp SAGA. you scared me. you can use the prestige too :D though loud, sound is nice ^^ jiayou in exams (: and continue in SH and play loud loud :D

xintian: LOW! XINTIAN! :D haha. idk why i know you ._. im serious that you're fierce! you remind me of fierce fierce people. i was more scared when you and thiri so close. o.o physically plus mentally. LOL. is like totally not like when you scold people T.T so scary. but now LOL. im blur O.O lol (: jiayou in exams! and your bio o.o LOL (: HAHAHAHA :D i wont shout yeopeishan ever again. it will be LOWXINTIAN :D

mathy! (:

2009-06-08T19:17:00.003+08:00

since patricia say the reason why seniors didnt tag my blog, is cos i didnt update. i shall prove to her wrong! xD

060609. big day
yes it is rhythm 23. the night before was total slacky. talk with friends, talk to xintian, talk to nat. total dreaded rhythm. i suck in clarinet! thats why! :( then scared fall off stage blahblahs..

went to take 158 with cass, then lunch at macs with jan and cass. got a cup as i upsized. jan was talking on phone. lol. thought is her bf. but is actually huili :o

reach band.. seniors start giving us gifts. thanks lots! :D a bit high after that. but patricia! still eating == i got a bit pissed. YPSS on the way again mah D; so yeah. when patricia come, i really cant remember. guess need go for rehearsal le..

rehearsed going up. so scary! D: so cramped up everything :( heng in the end change to the other side :)

rehearsed carmen. ahh so nice! i finally can tongue and sound good :D quite happy :) then saga was okay. again. mr ng didnt care for running notes. lol xD

then went back bandroom. happy birthday to lots of seniors, giving them gifts, blah :D lol. received more letters, blah. then section outing LOL

went to parade square play murderer. heng i didnt kenna :D the first time was funny. patricia admit she detective. LOL.. hahahaha xD

then ice and water. so scary :o natalie and bryan are the ice o.o then so funny.. isabel always kenna. surprisingly, terence also! then janice and roy tried to save terence from bryan. to no avail. LOL

then change into concert attire. total discomfort with stockings! keep pulling :S haiz T.T bag was in a mess. shirt in a mess also T.T messy moi. :( then yeah mrs wong starts talking. holding clarinet! then saliva or water or whatever drip on my skirt. i was like complaining to zoe. she say later the front part of skirt will kenna. lol.

then dinner. chicken rice. quite nice, i like the rice :) then water fight with janice and xintian. LOL T.T obviously my specs was the victim D: lol! then ribbon tying blah. mine was small but i didnt really care :) hahaha. good mood liaoz. :D

oh yeah. walking with court shoes is killer. D: like gonna drop like that D: but ! i can run with them :D lol!

then blahs. concert started. was crapping with terence, patricia, janice and bryan. know bryan a bit more. and yeah. year 4 stepping down. are we going to survive..? D: then talk about who's our SL blahs. terence will be assistant for sure. == lol.

rumoured that people outside cannot see into people behind the glass panels. so we weirdly, spammed waving!!! :D apparently, no one react to us! :D so cannot see lorh! but . nicholas from trumpet actually flash teeth at us -.- LOL so till now, idk whether can see or not. o.o

credentium sounded. NICE LIKE SIAO :D too bad pt isnt there :) hahaha..

saga! walked up the stage. someone YEOPEISHAN me. lol meredith! :D and thanks people who jiayou-ed me! patricia say lcm mistook her for me then jiayou-ed her. dont really believe. but who care :D

saga! nice :D but i still screwed up the U part. == and the clarinet so called choir. only at actual day, i realised that E flat == so i stoned for like 10 bars. trying to recover myself :o

lol. finally ended.

went toilet with pat and janice. actually to drink water. water cooler so little!! D: then the tuba and french horn from year 1 was like scary themselves. say later drink halfway knife drop from above ==

then patricia and janice want go toilet. so just tagged along. staring into the mirror. suddenly lights out. screams. blah == janice and patricia so scary lah! scream so scary. i like o.o?? blur brave me! :D i didnt scream. but i abit slow. didnt save jan and pat. LOL. jan like rushing out of toilet. i just on the lights LOL. then start scolding the year 1s who off. apparently. it's jonathon if not wrong. YEAR 1 BULLIES!!! LOL. then rush back to find clarinet. == then BOO! oh wow. =.= the french horn and tuba people!! YEAR 1! heng i didnt really scream :D i taking head lah! behind scream again =.=

and yes! the year 1 tuba, if not wrong ngee siang sort of praised me :D hahahah! :D

listened to SH. damn nice. terence yong so funny. shoe spoilt.. he so panicky. LOL.. love SH lah :D damn pro. esp trumpet in some parts. tonguing so pro :D

intermission! total chiong okay. thought no one taking care of clarinet D: then chiong chiong chiong! :D

then in the end got people there lah. then chiong to find people T.T saw meredith! brought her to pt. -.- apparently, pt is rude and sissy -.- LOL. HAHAHAHA. sissy is meredith say de. rude is i say de (:

then byebye to meredith. need rush to clarinets. before that use meredith phone to call vernice (: toilets T.T haiz.

then after a while searching for more clarinets. jamie and vernice came to my eyes! :D:D so happy!! :D didnt expect anything from them! but jamie or both of them gave me a small toy. though people say it has chicken pox. I LOVE IT OKAY. love at first sight :D le coup de foudre :D (:

then waiting for carmen. took off court shoes. LOL xD

carmen. a bit bad for me. tonguing suddenly got hard. tongue super dry, reed dry. reed not in position. didnt tune finish! :( haiz T.T overall was good (:

stand by me was worse == i didnt prac or try playing cos of triplets. lol. in the end anyhow play :D

overall quite happy (: talk to meredith after con, to vernice too (:

it was a success.

yesterday :(
sms quite some people. one is for today's outing, another for another outing. blahs T.T then got the wed proj thing

then super tired :O yawns. didnt do any homework. pack my cupboard for a full afternoon. you dk how messy it is -.-

at night. had dinner at 8. class discussion at 9 to 11.30. sms people on the way.. got high over the games. esp the target thingo! lol. laughing like mad. until i read some sms. mixed feelings. then didnt pay attention to class discussion. jian chong and chityee were talking some bean thing o.o

well, idk. i just pour it out. i let the soft side of me out. is wrong to do that. but i cant help it. esp when you let out yours too;

went out with MAP. mov like so short like that o.o LOL xD nice! thanks MA for buying that baking book :D lol! will try baking like seriously -.- YPS CAN BE A GOOD WIFE IN FUTURE :D and yes. finally got handphone pouch. LOL. so crappy. xD bought the couple one. gave the female one to abigail. reason? cos that couple one 11.90. then single is also 11.90. OBVIOUS the couple one more hua suan xD hahahaha! :D

sorry abigail on the way home. really tired :( sleep like totally :(

tag replies -.- just realised it so long ago -.- that the oldest one are gone -.-

8 Jun 09, 15:03pat: D= never update de...
HERE IT IS :D

8 Jun 09, 11:38hamster: look at me! i hopped here!
yay finally! LOL your name is hamster :D thanks for everything hamster :D

7 Jun 09, 20:55pat: update on rhythm!!!!!!
i did :D

7 Jun 09, 20:44IRENE;D: nice donuts =D
thanks. not i make one :D i make it is even "nicer"

7 Jun 09, 14:29CASSS!: YPSSSS. HELLO! omglah my whole body aching nowwww ): I HEART RHYTHMMMMM
why ache o.o i heart rhythm too :D

7 Jun 09, 10:15Roy: I'm still sry
haha. whatever you say cant stop what happening. wth

6 Jun 09, 23:45kailin: And I saw you haha
6 Jun 09, 23:45kailin: HELLO! Your concert was damn gd!
thanks :D sorry i thought you never go :S didnt see you! D: haiz T.T

5 Jun 09, 21:57Laura :DD: FINE. -.- think what you want. xD lol dont even know why we're arguing about it.
5 Jun 09, 21:27Laura :DD: ... trombrone where got cool one. lol JIAYOU TO YOU TOO. :]
:D we arent arguing. TROMBRONE SOUND REAL NICE :D

5 Jun 09, 20:39Xin Tian: Jiayou for tomorrow!! Muacks HAHA
i miss you! thanks for that hug. LOL :D

5 Jun 09, 19:34KYH: i didnt know u like anime
not really lah (: i like reborn :D

5 Jun 09, 15:28Justabar: http://justabar.blogspot.com/
????

2 Jun 09, 17:58ABIGAIL: HELLOS ! tag ni (:
HELLO! lol. meredith qian4 you 2 years of presents liaoz :D

1 Jun 09, 19:16CHERYL: peishan (: though you're my senior i have to say you are SUPER CUTE
erm. :S thanks LOL

30 May 09, 23:41Laura :DD: SEE: TROMBONE. so nice and um. spelled correctly. haha retarded. xD
30 May 09, 23:41Laura :DD: HI. TAGGED. i just realized that on my link, you spelled trombone wrongly. ONE R ONLY. xD haha. hi. tag back. xD
i still lazy go edit. wait did i edit? o.o

24 May 09, 19:19CASS!: WHAAAT! You need to thank me for scolding you for waking me up so early in the morning! And my intricate concern for your extremely red and large eye (like an apple ).
i was going to! then a bit weird o.o poor eye :(

24 May 09, 11:21Logan: haha:) tagggged your blog. i plurk more better.. karma increasing rapidlyXD
yah lah! your karma and my karma diff so little liaoz -.-

22 May 09, 21:52Xin Tian: AND THANKS FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO PUT PLURK ON MY BLOG.
Xin Tian: HAHA, my dream is to sleep too!
HIGH FIVE I LOVE SLEEP LIKE SIAO T.T and welcome :D

22 May 09, 21:24SHUWEN!: HELLOOO ;D
HELLO! :D

22 May 09, 12:30kailin: u going for SMO? when is yrs?
22 May 09, 12:30kailin: hey tagged haha... I wanna explre DHS
isit nice? (: smo is hard D:

21 May 09, 22:02CHERYL: i spammed on peishan's tagboard!
21 May 09, 22:01CHERYL: sorry peishan!
21 May 09, 22:01CHERYL: hahas peishan!
21 May 09, 22:01CHERYL: missed me peishan?
21 May 09, 22:01CHERYL: im back peishan!
21 May 09, 22:01CHERYL: BYE PEISHAN
21 May 09, 22:01CHERYL: HI PEISHAN
lol. thanks for spamming (:

21 May 09, 21:42pat: LOL. "deviate from the elite mindset of urs" what he toking lor!!! hahahas
he damn cheem xD hahahha (: but he's a nice person

20 May 09, 14:34♥ ABIGAIL: then i think i can't make it . cos i really can't confirm now . sorry D:
it's okay :D:D

19 May 09, 23:16Logan: reply those tags...
replied (:

19 May 09, 22:46kailin: haha tag tag!
19 May 09, 22:46kailin: hey yo! haha thanks for helping me in the archives!
welcome :D

19 May 09, 16:11♥ ABIGAIL: i'm not sure lehh .
its okay. LOL. repeating myself

18 May 09, 21:56CHERYL: HULLO MISS CUTE FACE
erm you met wrong person o.o

18 May 09, 17:06Abigail (:: aiyeh yah lorh !
i forgot whats this o.o LOL

17 May 09, 23:02FELICIA!: hahahahahaha! yay me!
what you. EVIL YOU RATHER!

17 May 09, 18:00Logan: LOL~ you got plurk tagboard:D
:D nice right!

17 May 09, 00:31Roy: Now thats a great day 4 u i hope
haas. what happen on this day? o.o

14 May 09, 22:29pat: tagtagtag! see i tag everyday!!! thank you very much!!!! love you!!!! =)
13 May 09, 21:40pat: go*
13 May 09, 21:40pat: and i think ur blog doesn't need my dosage of spamming, it's still alive and kicking unlike mine! so got spam mine also!!! hahahs
13 May 09, 21:39pat: u sunday so early wake up? wow!!
13 May 09, 21:39pat: i am spamming ur blog btw. hahas
13 May 09, 21:38pat: wa. u like everyday wishing ppl happy bday de. just how many ppl u know? o.O
thanks :D :D i nice person. just that i didnt wish phebe jan cass birthday LOL

12 May 09, 21:19vivian(:: haha lol thanks peishan i'll TRY not to bully u k? xD
thanks lots :D but i like you bullying LOL

12 May 09, 21:17weiq: yeayea... i finally tagged
thanks (:

11 May 09, 13:46vivian(:: and chinese file change to wednesday btw
11 May 09, 11:15vivian(:: xD
11 May 09, 11:15vivian(:: IT'S A VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT DAY
11 May 09, 11:15vivian(:: OH and and and DONT forget what day it is tomorrow k? xD
11 May 09, 11:15vivian(:: TAGGED! haha. will update when got time yea? JY for test!
YAY! :D xxlc blog still dead -.-

11 May 09, 11:13becks: boo! firstly, TAGGED. secondly, update xxlc blog mayb some other time, evrybody busy now u noe...tsk tsk xD
i know i know. after this im CHIONGING HOMEWORK D:

10 May 09, 23:25CASS!: Maybeeeee. xD
10 May 09, 23:08CASS!: Really? AWWWW. ZHENHWEE-THE-TALL-PERSON is very nice. hee.
EVIL DUO! :(

10 May 09, 20:59Zhen♥Hwee: No you are just tall but i am taller get it. U no short laa.
yeah yeah. cass isnt short -.- i am! D:

10 May 09, 18:29CASS!: yeah zhenhui makes me feel short! D:
bet i make you feel tall -.- LOL D:

10 May 09, 15:36melvin: hihi~ tag~ haha.
booya (:

10 May 09, 14:00jeantan: now ur turn link meeee. hahahaaaaa. taqqed anywayyy. !
10 May 09, 13:59jeantan: hello, yeaps stil remember you i think? hahaha, linked you liao (:
will link soon (: (:

9 May 09, 21:56♥ ABIGAIL: LOL . hahah (:
hahas. i forgot what about it again T.T

9 May 09, 19:35Ralene: iwantanolnclasstee:D
9 May 09, 19:35Ralene: hahaha relink relink(:
9 May 09, 19:34Ralene: haha she didn't
9 May 09, 19:34Ralene: PEISHAN MY DEAR! i miss you so much! :'D you rock my world! (L)
do one please :D relinked i guess! :D

9 May 09, 18:54CHERYL: BEWARE ! im gonna beat you someday
yes. you beat me today. but is was my mistake -.- T.T

9 May 09, 18:12iloveshow: Hohoho. it's hard not to give up this time yo. all depend on my luck.
ehhhh D: jiayou! (:

9 May 09, 17:54ash: you tagged at my blog.. askin whether i am cass's junior. yeah! Smart.. love ya!
im smart :D thanks :D

9 May 09, 16:36LLFFB!: you have to know who LLFFB! is. -.- hint. i very long name one.
9 May 09, 16:26LLFFB!: O.O [you'll know why i did that. xD] hi. TAG. must tag me more kay? BOO.
im smart :D lalalulufafafufubird i think? (: hahaha thanks :D

9 May 09, 14:43thiri!: LOL
9 May 09, 14:43thiri!: JKJK!!!!!!
9 May 09, 14:43thiri!: so you will stop telling me to tag
9 May 09, 14:43thiri!: hee i like to spam pei's blog!
9 May 09, 14:43thiri!: your blog very cute
9 May 09, 14:42thiri!: hi peishan:D
9 May 09, 14:42thiri!: sorry sorry
9 May 09, 14:42thiri!: WUMING <33333333333333333333333333333333>
i think people spam :D hahahaha!

9 May 09, 14:19CASS!: O.O!!!!
9 May 09, 14:18CASS!: O.O WHAT I SAW MY NAME!
where?! O.O oh zhen hui. LOL :D

9 May 09, 12:19Zhen♥Hwee: next wk go back tgt. and pull your fren cas along
9 May 09, 12:18Zhen♥Hwee: your french forever late
9 May 09, 12:18Zhen♥Hwee: Walauu your maths marks blah blah blah
zhen hui is funny -.- yeah. my math marks is blah blah blah! D: thanks to cher. dont blame him for releasing late. we dont really pay attention to him anw :S

8 May 09, 18:02♥ ABIGAIL: O.o LOL (;
AGAIN! idk whats this T.T LOL

8 May 09, 16:22Amanda ♥]: HELLOS(: remember me? XD
yes i do. i think you hoo lah. i still even ong, wong, lee, cher blahs..

8 May 09, 12:23kailin: think pri sch maths more fun
8 May 09, 12:23kailin: hahaha you learning quadratic equations and pythagoras theorem also, sian topics!
8 May 09, 12:21kailin: YO peishan!!! Nice blogskin! (:
yesh T.T pri sch is more cute :D

7 May 09, 21:33cf: -.-
7 May 09, 21:33cf: oops
7 May 09, 21:33cf: A
7 May 09, 21:33cf: yay
7 May 09, 21:33cf: math
7 May 09, 21:33cf: haha
7 May 09, 21:33cf: yo
7 May 09, 21:33cf: we
7 May 09, 21:33cf: hi spammage
thanks :D for spamming. do spamm more :D

7 May 09, 18:23♥ ABIGAIL: LOL , IMY too D:
7 May 09, 18:23♥ ABIGAIL: O.o hahahs , but your blog doesn't look dead to me ._.
it is dead! :D now (:

7 May 09, 17:32CHERYL: weeeee.! cya tmr
7 May 09, 17:32CHERYL: change your dp on msn ;D POKEMON'S MUCH NICER ;D
i changed le :D to my cute toy :D

7 May 09, 17:24pat: LOL. I am already spamming. diao.. Ok, now ur blog is alive and kicking again... heheh. ^^
7 May 09, 17:24pat: dunno wat to say leh. what should i say?
7 May 09, 17:23pat: let me think of what to spam you...
7 May 09, 17:23pat: haiz... sp is boring.... I am falling asleep.... zzzz....
7 May 09, 17:22pat: HELLOOOO!!!!! Superwoman is here to save ur blog from the dead again. LOL!
thanks superwoman! lol. using my tpc. xD yes we are a bit slacking? xD

3 May 09, 17:34CHERYL-clarinets: DIGIMON is NOT nicer than pokemon ;D hahaha! say cheryl miss you to the barrel please LOL. do i seem like i've lost my sanity?
digimon is (; barrel officially has forgotten you :D

done T.T chionging starts NOW!

`tell me whats d.a.t.!

2009-05-30T21:21:00.012+08:00

tadaaa! this taken at chengsan library. but this rule applies to ALL libraries. NO SLEEPING IN THE LIBRARY. i caught a person sleeping today. HOR HORRRR. this person should get fined! LOL. and that person is snoring happily :o

random! the toys at kovan popular! so cute. not talking at the love part. LOL

hitman reborn! reborn! i long no watch le. found this at comic connection. went to see again. wow behind got more. how i wish i have time to watch the anime or read the manga D:

pinball! hacker hacker!! this gamer use mouse to control ball de... i like more than 8 digits of the score. for the first ball only kay. -.- then he purposely let ball drop. still got more than 5 ball replay before the second ball -.- so cheat!!! D:

tadaa. this the person. i aint stalker of this guy okay. hacker hacker!! Dx from french class. take during monsieur giving oral. lol. slacked.

look at my strange calculator! artpiece by my brother o.o lol. he damn pro. idk how to get to that! :O

if you ever recognise this place. i once sit there before! lol -.- HOUGANG LIBRARY AKA CHENGSAN LIBRARY at kiddie place. lol! xD is a mushroom ;O

----

okay. prac piano in morning. totally sian. didnt prac TGS or the spectrum properly -.- no mood. moonscape so technically difficult!! ahhh! two hand cramp together -.- i hate that okay. -.-

piano! lol. got back theory results. haha. (: dinstinction! i totally sulked when the person finding my slip. the principal was like "look like you going fail like that. neh, DISTINCTION LAH!" lol -.- i was so ps. and cant believe my results. my prac paper is all merit and few distinctions and i got 1 paper only -.- lol.

played invention in grand piano! so cool! quite okay. improved alot. but teacher interrupted me then i lost feel :X lol :)

"library mugging at bugis" oh wow. -.- no mention of that man. didnt get combinations still. euler still can bah :) others later ... :) anw. to that friend. i drank that bottle before you drink. LOL LOL -.- but who cares. -.-

byebye! meeting jan and pat tmr for presents! :D

2009-05-22T14:19:00.004+08:00

"ah.. its been along time since i last preched to you i guess. perharp you can deviate away from that alitist mindset of yours a little cos not everyone think that way. which performance would you want to go to? a ten time gold award choir performance or lin junjie concert that has got zero medals, awards or championships?" after that still send one more sms "agree?" ==

slacking somehow at home. prac piano after returning from doc. lol :X wanna play adante on clarinet! i miss my clarinet! only see it tomorrow D: haiz == band's starting soon. i want go D: haiz T.T

how i wish, we one day just accidentally brush each other shoulders, then realised each other existence and laugh;

going to..
1) do my science worksheet
2) do eportfolio
3) chek jawa research!
4) history research compiling
5) french oral
6) math holiday homework

wheeee! finally a day off from school :)

in the morning, sms like a lot of people. to ask help me pay money, bring clarinet, blah blah. i was clutching my hp, while dozing off. just in case people sms me. after a while i let go of it and sleep till 7.45. lol. then i wake up blah blah blah

to laura! IM SO SORRY T.T didnt make it to school today :( sorry sorry!!!

to people who sms me/call me: thanks chityee for calling/waking me up rather. to ask why i arent in school thanks :) thanks cass for calling me and initiating of meeting me tmr! :) thanks venus for helping me pay the band tickets first :) thanks vivian for the care and concern! thanks thiri for saying she misses me. thanks janice for saying awww. LOL thanks patricia for saying take care and that she dont feel like going school, got hol mood. LOL. hahaha. thanks lcm for breaking your own promise of not smsing in class to say that you're helping me when i alr got another person help == lol. hahaha (:

:)

2009-05-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

just slack just that bit!

thanks these people to buy my tickets!! :D
1) my family
2) meredith
3) chityee
4) my piano teacher - bought 2
5) kailin
6) jana

WHOO :D haha (:

need give jiahui 50 bucks tmr D: oppps.

sms hky today, intended to ask him go concert. == in the end he da dao li-ed me. i didnt understand the sms at all. then patricia translated for me. she think he's a history person. LOL. lol. he dont want go concert. have appointment with his friend. HMPH! it's okay :)

shall rush essay. bye!

2009-05-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

fun today :)

morning sp - terence yong taught me alot of stuffs. he's a nice senior. tends to scare me sometimes == lol. with his weirdness (eg: his weird singing of the chason de toreadore during packing up of instru) yeah. i just maintain my embrochure. tone changed o.o is brighter a bit le. but funny == he asked me play loud. i say the balance!! very soft. he say "who cares about the crap balance" o.o"! lol! i learn alternate F sharp and G? key. lol. hard lah! i need change embrochure to get it. but cannot change :S

math soc - okay == quite tiring. brain didnt work. the math problems is all irene and shuwen, sometimes xue ting do de. EXCEPT THAT KILOGRAM about the joke. lol! i was like == dc and tell the answer to the facil. and the set game =.= i lost badly to zhangche. i was O.O by his "sets" sounds. i was like huh-ing == oppps. :X who cares :X just kenna looked down by him :S

after that - went home. funny convo when talking to patricia on phone when SH band seniors starts talking to me and dhs friend o.o i was like "lynn dk me == " then she know my name == and claim that im _____ == ?! i was so paiseh. i think they heard what i say. thats why like that o.o

went KFC. blahs blahs. complained like shit. i cant bear it mah D: meredith isnt there for my complains. need tell her who is who, what happen blah blah. so ma fan and makes me more xin ku D:

and yes. smsed oln teachers about band concert. lol == I FORGOT TO SAY THANKYOU. oh man D:

2009-05-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

friend schedule
mon - tuition
tue - CCA
wed - piano
thu - CCA
fri - CCA

put here. cos i always forget :X

2009-05-19T22:24:00.004+08:00

today more to positive side :D

PE - vball lol. kept switching positions. cos the place i stand dont have ball coming == so i in the end stand in front. tend to hit a lot far back to them. the other team say my ball scary == my technique wrong mah. but at least i hit it and it seldoms returns. LOL xD

LA - sleepy. wrote notes on my diary. should take a good look. a lot of artistic lines. lines that were drawn when i was going to sleep, then my pen touch my diary, blah blah. lol. then got pissed at myself for sleeping. toodle abit. then sleep again. the only time i got alert. is cos. the next period is geog. and i realised i forgot to bring my worksheet == and will deducted marks D:

GEOG - no marks deduction. lol. copy notes on foolscap. == reach home. found the worksheet is in my file. i didnt forgot to bring ==

FRENCH - test. quite okay. except my redaction on love story. lol. mine was second one. how rich poor got tgt.

comeon, look at my story xD: ah girl - girl. ah boy - boy
ah girl at the library looking for a book [3 cats] - ideas from 3 lil pigs. LOL
someone talked to her.
ah boy shuai, have a lot of money that kind of face, wearing suit.
he say "hey, your shirt got hole"
ah girl kenna love at first sight. wanna give him her love.
ah boy brought ah girl to clothes shop to buy clothes for her.
ah girl wore a red dress. super pretty.
ah boy kenna dian4 by her. il a ete electrisee blah blah.
ah boy say ah girl very pretty
ah boy asked phone number from ah girl
they loved each other so much, and got married.

LOL xD my lame love story :D

oh oh oh. and my petit test! LOL
improvement. like so much o.o
thanks to monsieur flashing ppt during the test. LOL

and careless mistakes. ==
1) suppose to write amelia a moins de bonbons que marie. [amelia has less sweets than marie]
idk what i was thinking == i write amelia a plus de bonbons que amelia [amelia has more sweets than amelia]
LOL. think i too tired. check so many times didnt notice at all ==
2) EVEN WORSE =.= i know the answer. actually is jacques est un meilleur boxeur que Geoffrey. [jacques is a better boxer than geoffrey]
i too happy i know the answer == then i happily put jacques est meilleur boxeur que moi [jacques is better boxer than me] == okay i forgot my a. BUT i put moi for what ==
lost 2 marks for nothing. ==

bus55 home. reach punggol pri there. got off. suddenly feel so insecure. totally brisked home. jumped when saw a black man when rushing up the overhead bridge. think too much of ____ == ahhh lah! so idiot me. then i walk down. behind got weird sounds. then i reach ground see up. is a girl. idk how she make that weird sounds D:

then wanted walk across the road. then think again. think about ____ then dont dare. cos got woman at the other end D: then i walk up to the block then cross the road [like no diff ==] then i saw cars D: then i think of ____ again. just i so scared D: AHHHH! D: ):

my tagboard's dead. i care for my plurk more :D with logan and pat this two retards with me :D LOL :D

need seriously thinking to B the C! D:

2009-05-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

the lystra blog is funny -.- esp the first post :O

today is a happy day! quite (: full band. well. balancing. i finally get it -.- need play super soft! lol. ACC. got back the test. 28/30, lol xD i only wrote 2 pages of notes with a lot of space in between xD well well T.T my math quizzes =.= zzz! blur me again T.T haiz T.T T.T lxinyi is pro! :D

FPS. well, know the mistakes out of the first booklet. no worries. we gonna do better! :D our cyber conflict i think is good (: hahaha (: i know im super positive! :D

but, i just dont get somethings out. i just realised how thick-skin people can be at times (not about zi kua or anything of those kinds)

and yes! band again! lol o.o saw someone with jacket, which reminds me of weikang's hoodie. if he ever see this, LOL to me -.- hahaha! i mean it look similar mah o.o hmmm. carmen. presto is siao~ lol =.= jiayou jiayou!

frenching now! jiayou!!! :D and well. i miss the tymy at times D:

lastly...

ANYONE INTERESTED???
RHYTHM 23:
venue: dhssb performing arts centre
date/time: 6june09, 7.30pm
price: $10
some pieces: carmen suite! saga maglina! (pardon me if spelling errors appears)

find me if interested :D im performing okay! :D

im mature!

2009-05-16T17:10:00.004+08:00

blog a bit before go chiong :):)

i turned more and more positive nowadays! :):) sorry chityee!! for smsing you :( didnt know you at library, never on silent. then you caught by librarian :( i should have look thoroughly for my ydtb before smsing you to help me scan :( sorry laopo!! :( hopes you are alright! :)
stupid felicia! tricked me! i was so guilty lah!!! D: stupid stupid stupid felicia!! D:

today parent-teacher meet! :D wake up at 7am :) hahas. smsed and laughed at my first shift friend, need go so early xD after brushing my teeth, julia called me asked if im coming soon. lol. after i bathe vivian smsed me also. im 2nd shift :)

why i wake up at 7 without alarm clock. i had weird dreams. i dreamt my friend walking down the overhead bridge. then she fell :O then i grab her arm. then she still fell -.- but she's alright. idk why o.o then she say "you never hold my arm properly" o.o" lol. then i dreamt im with julia waiting for bus 80, idk why lah. then on the bus saw someone... then julia turned into venus! O.O then talk to that someone. then that someone did something to me. which makes me have goosebumps. is like. i thinki feel it in real life lah! but i like what that someone did to me. lol xD

weird dreams are too weird. so i decided to wake up :)

on bus did some SMO question. for fun mah -.- tons of not answered ones at home still -.- listening to a lot of chinese songs :)

reach school. saw rebecca. talked to her. saw cass. talked to her. went canteen. saw vivian,thiri and siowxinyi. then sit down and talk to them. lol. then the guides and scouts came. took my paper for their hunt 5x5 paper o.o then scout used guides ruler. then guides forgot and left. the ruler was needed for the hunt lol. then the scouts shh us then quickly run off. guess what -.- they left their masking tape! lol! then guides returned. we gave them the maskin tape :) then after a while i saw the scouts and asked them to return the ruler. one of them shh me. then run forward. LOL. and they met the guides. :) hahaha!

ushering was okay :) but i didnt enjoy alot of air con as i thought so. cos im holding the door cos it cant stay :( so in the end. i just say good morning. :) lol cos the parents see the first usher is me! :D lol

after ushering went hall. then blah blah. then suppose to usher to hall. then i was smsing meredith lah. she sick :( get well soon!! then some parent tap me. is venus mum! lol xD then i saw a lot of parents walking to the hall. i was like "OMG THE PARENTS ARE WALKING!!!" then people -.- me. i thought ushering started then im still smsing -.- in the end is the school tour. WHY they tour hall -.- make me confused and paiseh. Dx

after ushering chat with julia. then blah blah. i forgot what happened. then crap playing on the piano xD haha (: ahhh! and i bought waffle! so hungry moi D: the waffle is nice! :) then after that saw venus. julia then realised the debrief for school tour is over without her o.o then we went home :)

talk talk talk to julia. but with tired eyes. :(

reached home. just changed my clothes. position my fan nice nice. and sleep for 2 hours on my sis bed. lol :)

chionging starts NOW! :D

*i might be sorry for what i did, but i like it. i dont care what the others think. i merely treat you as a friend. and giving a warm push :) haha

2009-05-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

homework for the weekend!
Math Assignment9: Algebraic Manipulation and Formulae
Science Ecology Worksheet 7: Ecological Footprint
History Forum Discussion
Chinese 阅读补贴
optional: World Ocean poster

and for french peeps. CONTROLE DUEX! D:
im failing it! but i must have confidence! :D

what im doing for tmr and sunday!!
sat: finish hist, science alr done, math assignment, poster and yue du bu tie. no slack! (: spam com with the french CD
sun: revise french thoroughly. prac saga part U,V and all running notes. carmen chanson du toreadore(?), hanabera(?). and danse something -.- lol.

2009-05-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

smsed/called meredith in the morning (: boost my feelings up a bit. kinda moody in the afternoon, showed pissness to someone, sorry D: and and. went band with patricia and julia. didnt prac a lot. no strength ): yesterday prac till 6, mouth pain liaoz. i always flat ): haiz. and yes, meredith hope you did well for math! xD

briefing about PTM. as usual, dont get what teacher is talking about. the screen stuffs cant really see. staring at the door at LT at times. thinking about what happened 3 months before. you walked into the LT lol. hahaha. and daydream a bit. just that bit xD

band, as usual. flat all the way. block nose. couldnt play good. no enough air to breathe in to blow. for the whole time im stressing my eyes. too tired liaoz. at times my hands will feel extremely warm, for no reasons.

went home with cass and julia. smsed meredith. she went play netball! D: ahhh ): crapped with julia about her violent book, and the cheem bible where it was written illustrated for children -.- im just so stupid at times!

meredith called. and someone esle talked to me. i thought her sis. cos i thought she returned home. im sorry merlyn! you sound like merlyn actually xD hahaha! sorry!!! the girl who once helped me alot alot in maple!! sorry sorry! the chinese pro xD

then listened to gay song and introduced to julia. xD my addiction for it. -.- LOL i should be more mindful about it xD

thats all. i want to C. like seriously D:

2009-05-14T22:59:00.004+08:00

i missed the chance on saturday ): should have went with venus!!! are we not fated? D:
i got a misunderstanding on sunday ):

grades were out. except LA and history - for sure B ): my grades are dropping. actually it isnt. idk why. my GPA is dropping! i want chinese to get A+ D: just a few more marks. i wonder can get mah. recently file check and kao cha all full marks. will pull 3 marks more mah? i hope so eh D: D: and yes. i hope geog essay dont pull poor me down lah D: is like i chiong chiong chiong! cos i rewrite -.- stupid me again -.- and i dont think i explain good good. and my handwriting -.- is UGLY O.O totally not in mood to write lah :( haiz -.- currently, science and math secured A+, geog A+ without essay. ahhhh! D: omg D: good luck yps!!!

and yes. i realised how hardworking people are. math today. mrs koh asked people go on board to write their answers. i didnt do them (pls note: i seldom do my math book okay! D: luckily, i got superior A+ like julia, stated by mrs koh. lol) almost everyone did them. i was so shocked okay o.o is like. i cant even have time to sleep. -.- they still have time sleep and also finish them. i feel so shi bai.

malay test lol (: i forever remember what's berhenti. cos of that incident -.- lol! score full marks! xD i thought what pic she was talking about! D: lol :X

plan for next terms.
june hols - chiong ah! imrpove chinese, LA and history standards. refine math accuration. science prepare for idiot chem and quite cool physics. bio's over D: haiz -.- geog is more of essay writing. the grasp of it. WILL IMPROVE DE!!! especially chinese!! focus (: learn a great lesson. and yes. french. get that imparfait and passe compose perfect -.- ARGH!! and be familiar to french accent and fast talking D:

night night! watching the chinese videos and do a bit math jiu sleep sleep :D

2009-05-14T21:45:00.003+08:00

i had a dream yesterday. what a beautiful dream

i was walking towards 2I, for no reason. surprisely i saw you! i was so happy and we hugged. o.o and yes. i miss you alot alot alot. so happy to see you in my dreams. LOL..

(then i forgot what happen)

then i was at canteen. i see you again. you was alone. i think i am too? (: then i talked to you. you cut your hair! o.o looked kinda weird. (and funny -.-) but i didnt laugh. i dont mind your appearance yeah? and talked to you. and for no reason -.- zhen hui came and idk what happen.

then a phone rang. -.- note this is phone, not my phone. meredith is calling. is not my phone! D: is some white fat phone. i wanted to picked up. then in the end missed call. so i decided to call. then idk i woke up. feeling super tired. look at my watch. 5.13 ): i missed saying bye bye i guess?

and yes. i saw another person. hmm. you tallie girl. lol. idk why i dreamt of you. your movements are still as perfect as ever. your attitude isnt (: maybe it is. cos i didnt talk to you. xD

and yes i wish i can dream of you again! D: i miss you

and yes, i told my dream to julia. she was laughing -.- but i told her the length my hair cut ta de hair. she asked " i bet you laughed" i said "i didnt. idk why also. my friend is perfect forever in my eyes" (:

ily!! imy!! D:

~if you think im talking about you, it isnt. you dont have that honour (:

2009-05-12T00:00:00.003+08:00

happy birthday vivian!

known you for almost 1 half year!

see you the first time, didnt know who you are, your character blah blah
and i didnt realised! you are a retarded friend!
i think you are the one who caused me to be retarded D:

:D
yes. you are older than me! should be more mature! :D
jiayou in quarreling with jianchong and jingpei. you seem so ke lian. D:

and yes. you are a nice friend indeed! im someone who always "OMG. DIE DIE DIE" you are the one who either 1) comfort me 2) hit me 3) say retarded thingos LOL

you are the one. who hit me the most! 2nd is rebecca -.- in oln im used to hits. but here. so long people never hit me, i never hit people. suddenly get hit by you is. one word. PAIN!!!!

and of course, i hit you at times. sorry! 打是疼! lol! ily yeah :D

thanks for everything!

i think your birthday celebration will be very late -.- lols! xD

im the youngest in the XXLC girls! (: no bullying me is allowed. please wake me up when im not paying attention in FPS, assemblys. etc xD sorry!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI LAO SHI!!!!

okay. 1 year no seen D: last time i see you, you chased me and jolene lee with a pair of scissors. idk why. think cos staff room closing.

im smart. i know how old you are xD still young okay! no worries xD and hope your cute baby (though i never see before) is very guai to you! (: hahaha (: P6 HMT girls wanna be his god mama! xD

and yes. your ghost stories and experiences often make us goes real crazy and curious. lol. esp the girl who take her test indi with a teacher inviligating(idk how spell). then she saw a ghost on the fan and that scares the teacher away. lol xD

and yes. your ting xie! isnt ting xie at all! people can just discuss freely and yes. xi zi LOL. 3 times per word. you are real interesting li lao shi!!!

and yes. that blue book. that sicko blue book xD i wish i could make a copy of it! (: i wrote my xiao bai long inside xD it started so innocently.

and end so o.o LOL. hahaha! i just miss writing that book lah! how i wish the story can continues. my poor lil blind guy D: i for what name i gave him -.- LOL xD

and yes. happy birthday! (: stay young yeah (:

2009-05-10T22:57:00.004+08:00

EKKKS. sleep/slack too much le!! Dx

to do list!

wake up at 6. 6 to 7 - do lit circles
7 to 7.30 - do lit circles reflections
7.30 to 8 - bathe, wash up. eat. blah
8 to 9 - revise malay FINISH
9 to 10 - revise finish ACC
10 to 10.30 - finish filing chinese file
10.30 to 11 - print geog ppts, photocopy CT papers for cass. includes my answer!
11 to 11.30 - fetch brother from school
11.30 to 12 - eat lunch
12 to 3 - prac clarinet
3 to 6 - write finish geog cheat sheet, fully understand
6 to 7 - wash up, dinner
7 to 9 - revise french
if have time - write meanings, da pei for chinese ci yu kao cha
SLEEEP D:

okay :X
i will follow!!! and dont slack. no msn. no sms unless necessary (eg: vent my stress to my friends xD)

im such a forgetful person. but some stuffs just cant seem to forget. :X

` i dreamt my sis got into band and plays the french horn LOL
` i get scared when im near a volcano. a volcano who will treat you nice nice at one second, next moment just blast. the fear of it. but i love the beautiful scenery of the volcano before it blast ): but it just so scary. im getting tired facing a volcano.

2009-05-09T15:47:00.009+08:00

我爱你爱到盲了天知道我又怎么了
不舍得舍不得都分手了舍不得不舍得散了
爱是你的我是我的完了
原来我只是突然累了原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了原来我不爱了

JJ song tu ran lei le! i kept tu ran lei le-ing D:
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what's disappointing is how you looked at me. im aint that kind of person. yet you kept thinking that way. i did nothing of that sort to make you feel that. why did you keep thinking that way? it just so disappointing. im not that stupid to rewind the whole thing again.

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i fall upon this website. lol. http://desmondjasonhypnotherapycenter.com/?page_id=199/
people who know why i put this will O.O lol

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sms-ing meredith! i dont want to continue ): still got 7 more days leh! my brain going burst le lah! can stop writing quotes for you? xD we are discussing about someone in particular. you should know who. and she's super good listener! xD though smses are just one line reply. but it really good. (: ha. i no lg, to correct you (: and im tired Dx enjoy your trip to msia for that wedding thingo! jiayou in revising! i know who you interested in.. hmmm. heeheee. wo ai ni !!

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science report. idk whats lily plant! the exact thingo D: i finished researching the plants. except lily plant. doing discussion questions. later than that abiotic factors bah (:

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band! first time play until so tired. mouth suan like siao. fingers already cant thrill whatever. but at least got improvement! :D hahaha. but still -.- im still need to improve alot D: and please janice! dont give uppp D: dont leave us behind eh! i know what happened yesterday during SP isnt very nice. but never give up! prac! :D anything ask me!! but seriously. DGU! and patricia! jiayou okay! the notes wise (:
&i finally understand how people feel when i keep talking to jan or pat, vice versa during fall in. the feeling is -.- shant talk during fall in next time :D

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saw the tags at my tagboard. realised. nowadays oln people tagged xD okay. i think that amanda is AMANDA HOO! xD hehehe. my P3 best friend! :D i miss her D: the person who taught me five stones! other than yp (: and zhen hui!! since when you name turn into zhen hwee. lol. you pull cass lah! im aint that the person who pull people (: hahaha. :D joker lah you (: always turn my tiring day after french into an interesting one (:

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the reason why i will walk away, is cause i dont want to face you.

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homework list! stop me from slacking (right now im playing minesweeper with cheryl LOL. owned xD)
- science report
- zhou ji
- chi file
- math worksheet
- geog cheat sheet

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i aint sure. im confused. argh; you're the one making me go in rounds

~u AP? idk

2009-05-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

got back math paper and chinese paper this week. was okay bahh. but so high or very low. average to me. chinese minus marks for not writing full sentences ): math minus marks for careless mistakes ): 1) distance time -.- -1/2 2) graph! forgot label. read graph wrongly -2. 3) simultaneous [bonus] i got the equation x=2y. sub in wrongly -.- -2. other mistakes includes :X

and yeah. class highest isnt full marks. LOL. thought is would be pro l.xinyi or something. lol lol. please note: no commenting about my math marks is allowed here ): thanks!

yesterday went celebrate venus birthday! went kallang leisure subway with melvin jingpei rebecca vivian VENUS! xxlc! (: lol. retarded lah. the ending was quite funny. about jingpei sweeping the dirty stuffs to the "air" suddenly, and making rebecca a fool. LOLS xD

2009-05-08T00:18:00.003+08:00

There's such a sad love
Deep in your eyes, a kind of pale jewel
Opened and closed within your eyes
I'll place the sky within your eyes

There's such a fooled heart
Beating so fast in search of new dreams
A love that will last within your heart
I'll place the moon within your heart

As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill he's caused
Wasn't too much fun at all
But I'll be there for you
As the world falls down

Falling
(As the world) Falling down
Falling in love

I'll paint you mornings of gold
I'll spin you Valentine evenings
Though we're strangers till now
We're choosing the path between the stars
I'll leave my love between the stars

As the pain sweeps through
Makes no sense for you
Every thrill he's caused
Wasn't too much fun at all
But I'll be there for you
As the world falls down

As the world falls down

♥

2009-05-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

argh. close to 8. just reached home! french released late D: took mrt with cass and zhenhui. bus 165 with zhenhui. lol. we arent sitting tgt -.- she reading 8 days. i watching tv. lol! today was crap. ): math mental block for the first time o.o argh!

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
:D

you made my day happy! :D:D heeheheeee (im becoming more thiri :O) she hee when wu ming idk what -.- lol

and julia's giving me a kiddie bible with alot of pictures! LOLS. cos i keep saying im tired of life. i always wanted to read a bible. i only seen hymms books. lol -.- CHIJ D: saw a IJ girl wearing P4 camp shirt. idk how old she is. unfair! my P4 camp @ zoo no shirt ):

2009-05-04T22:16:00.003+08:00

just getting easily tired nowadays ): didnt keep up with my own planned timetable. i need rest. i want to sleep. my favourite hobby eh! D: haiz.. today no acc and math test ): tomorrow math and french petit test ): next wed geog, malay and acc test ): haiz. i thought all the tests already over! D:

real tired of everything. talk to someone today. heard her troubles. her troubles like link to me ): im getting tired over all those. i cant solve the problems. FPS doesnt work here. i know the root of the problem. but i cant touch or change anything to solve it ): all i can do is just suffer whats going to happen. i cant believe im suffering all those. im just 14 D:

and yes. took 158 then 100 home. on way home met a stranger. shant elaborate. she asked me about my school blah blah. and smart me didnt say alot lah -.- lol. she doesnt seem like a sly woman o.o her clothing everything. makes me think she's aunty and simple minded LOL. we talked just to da3 fa1 shi2 jian1 to reach the bus stop. lol. though she's nice. i hope i never see her again. it would be so ps!

sometimes thinking about the past is quite nice. looking forward to future is even nicer. (:
going revise and mugg ):

2009-05-03T11:22:00.003+08:00

random quotes:

one good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain.

it's crazy right? to love someone who's hurt you. it's crazier to think that someone who hurt you loves you.

love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to.

you know someone is a true friend when you are about to break down and cry but they will say the stupidest thing most random thing just to see you smile.

true friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side.

one day; i want you to take me in the arms; state deep down into my eyes; and tell me that you love me and you always will and you would be nothing about mel and for once i want to break your heart like you did to mine and beg and plead for me to take and forgive you; that would never happen (o.o thats was at the friendship quotes o.o LOL)

isnt it funny how day-by-day nothing changes but when you look back, everything's different

'Do not go where the path may lead; go instead where there is no path and leave a trail'. Ralph Waldo Emerson

'The human mind treats a new idea the way a body treats a strange problem it rejects it.' Sir Peter Medawar

'If we always do what we've always done, we will get what we've always got.' Adam Urbanski

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss it you will land among the stars.' Les Brown

'Courage is the first of human virtues because it makes all others possible.' Aristotle

'Everything important is already known, the only thing is to rediscover it.' Anon

'Home is the first school for us all, a school with no fixed curriculum, no quality control, no examinations, no teacher training' Charles Handy

'Ones vision is not a roadmap but a compass'. Peter Block Business Philosopher

'Love is saying yes to belonging' David Steindle -Rast ( Theologist)

'A clever arrangement of bad eggs will never make a good omelet.' C S Lewis

'It is not necessary to change. Survival is not mandatory.' W Edward Deming

'There are two mistakes one can make along the road to truth - not going all the way, and not starting.' Buddna

'Leadership is a personal quest you undertake, based on mission that troubles your heart.' Harriet Rubin. 'Fast Company' Writer

'All learning begins when our comfortable ideas turn out to be inadequate.' John Dewey

'We don't see things as they are; we see them as we are.' Anais Nin Diarist

'Life is the path you beat while you walk it It's the walking that beats the path It is not the path that makes the walk'. Antonio Machardo Poet

'The major difference between the 'best' and the 'average' is that the 'best' get as much pleasure from practice as performance.' Ben Zander

'Reason can answer questions, but imagination has to ask them.' Ralph Gerard

Fearing failure is not necessarily a bad thing. Excitement is the flip side of fear. Any ten year old on a skateboard knows that exhilaration is primarily fear transformed... Fear begins as a negative sensation but can end on a positive note in the form of excitement, elation, exhilaration, euphoria, even ecstasy. Enthusiasm is close cousin. So are intensity and concentration.' Farson and Keyes 'Whoever Makes the Most Mistakes Wins.

'It is not the biggest, the brightest or the best that will survive, but those who adapt the quickest.' Charles Darwin

RANDOM! D:

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heee :D blah blah

chat on phone with dhs friend -.- yeah you know who you are. -.- zzz! sorry for being so unenthu -.- and laughing at your lame bro jokes. SO FUNNY. his accent etc. and yeah yeah. your sound effects of ehco is good -.- lol! and yeah. grats for NOT getting 100% for your quiz! xD hahahaaaa! hahahahhaa! and yes. i lied to you. sorry friend! :( have a nice sleeep!

2009-05-02T23:11:00.004+08:00

i hate myself. everytime invention no 11 cant play properly to teacher. when at home still okay. at there like crap D:

what do tomorrow. just in case i forget:
1) send sms- quotes
2) prac clarinet -TRY sorting out triplets rhythm (evening them out D:), running notes. work on expressions(abit)
3) math revision - quadratic equations, expansion, factorisation, negatives on moodle. algebra on supp worksheet, pythragoras supp worksheet
4) french revision - read ppt. take impt notes. do quizzes on moelc
5) LA revision - read nat geog. read times. do compre and summary
6) geog - read ppt mrs chin sent. the notes and news articles mrs chin send. read thoroughly the geog essay.

thats all im going to do! :D and yes :)

it just seems that at least one person will insult the things i liked :( haiz =.= i just cant bear the feeling sometimes.

today 2am. saw dhs mail. crap moodle quiz need do. HAIZ D: then chiong. failed terribly. got stumped by one graph question. half dead me mah. then ask shaun. (only math person online at that time :X lol) then is like. i continued doing other idiot standard form question while he explain. naturally, i dont get it! then he say he cant believe people from ms dont get it -.- so insulting D: haiz -.- im get bad for math :(

and gigue is good today! though i didnt prac. prac andante and invention like siao(last min chiong), but not good :( haiz!

you are afraid. afraid of the future. there's a chance of having it all over. you dont want to let that happen.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee In the Groove! lols swing~

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i found the labyrinth movie!! :D:D 3 cheers :D watched it while doing jian bao. obviously i took a long time (:

and dhs friend, movie trip okay? :D

2009-05-02T00:17:00.004+08:00

at morris allen in the past. watch the movie called the labyrinth! love it. though it's old :D lols. miss watching it!

youtube got alot of stuffs! :D cant upload the html here :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmgmXgoBZFo&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgLGyHTugn0&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9oQzeXGqjU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yt2zoY45508&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPlRKfVjfDM&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1j8JHXgGiA&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8eIlv61H-4&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmBLrpNmAIU&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oz0y7a_cPJk&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0juvWJNb8tE&feature=related

about cherishing your siblings. and dont wish them to be taken away. cause when they did, you'll regret! (:

blah! slacking!

jian bao, math, french followed by acc revision tmr! (:

`i miss childhood days D:, where we always play five stones together, bang into each other, play heart attack together, play scissor paper stones, uno. those innocent days ~

&peopple just love the bad guys so much xD